Last few days didn't get to online because my house

router spoiled already. Three days ago i went to a Christian band,

Hillsong United from Australia.

It was awesome even tough i did not expect anything special.

The crowd was very excited. The happy thing is when the song has been play in live,

everyone was jumping up and down and surprise that my church youth was

also jumping up and down and worship God. I seriously never see them jump like

crazy. In church there are really shy but in a big crowd they are like

crazy. Hahaha... All of us were very enjoy and after the concert we went

for our supper.

Haiz......

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My results came out yesterday, not really happy and not really sad. because i know that

my level of expectation of getting good results is not high.

Already can pass,i'm happy.

In college,really cant do last minute work. For all the freshies, don't ever last minute

preparation,it will never work.

For now,i only hope that i may continue my studies well and get the

certificate.

Anyway,

SEE YA.......

Today is my first day of college,supposely i have 2 lectures but end up only

one lecture only. Today really heavy rain. Wow...really scary. The thunder is

snoring like lion. Really really loud man. When my friends and i sitting at

the cafeteria,the rain is really heavy till go back to our lecture hall when

we are going to continue our second lecture.

Guess what when we want to go back to our lecture hall, we really cant walk cuz

water was drowning. And guess what??Our lecture hall the roof top, drop

down luckily never hurt anyone. During the heavy rain,

our hall like drowning. Hahahaha...really funny! And my classmates, help me

take my bag to the cafeteria. See how they brought the bag

to me.
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Here they are,

They seem like having fun to walk with the water.

Cant believe that, during the first day of classes this incident happen.

The funniest thing is ,while we waiting for our friend here(shows at the picture),

there's two person who rain under the rain

and drop down. It was really really funny. Saw the both juniors fall down.

I know its kesian but don't why we laugh till really loud at the May Intake

students.

Feel bad for the,1st day all college. Cant believe that, so bad luck of them.

Hahahaha.....

Anyway,

hope that tomorrow nothing happen again. But having fun also

cuz meeting up all my lovely classmates.

=)

Today our YouthAflame having birthday celebration for

Uncle Jason(Sarah's dad), Jason Woo, Lydia and Ir Vin.

You want to know who is that? Come to Canaan Church,you may see them

every week. We really have fun. we took a lot of pictures. We all welcome back

David Yeoh,who gone for National Service for the pass one and half months.

Feel weird right?Because he's going to further his studies at TARC,so he came

back early for his studies. By the way, David is the one with the botak hair,

the head look really round.

During the fellowshipping, as usual we have our

David to entertain us. Not that,he purposely but is just David. I can say that,

he really bring us happiness. Very funny of him.

Here are some of the picture,we took using Sarah, MacBook.

(This is our committee for YouthAflame.
David, Bobby,Melissa and Sarah)


This is our youth girls......

youth boys......

From here onwards,the pictures here are very funny.

We cant do it ourselves but the MacBook can.

Cant believe that they able to make funny faces.

(The mouth open very big,guess who is that???That is our youth pastor. Ps.Evonne. Cant believe that she can make us laugh until stomach pain. )

Oh ya,seeing Bobby doing this action. Dont know what happen to Bobby,he really likes to do the post kissing while talking pictures. During our church camp picture,he was doing the post,kissing. Bobby,are you ok???hahaha.....

That's all for the picture. We really enjoy ourselves today. We really really laugh a

lot. After having our dinner and the eating cake part.

David, Bobby,Sarah and i,we went to mamak for our second round. Dont worry,

Sarah's driving is really save.

We had almost 2hours chat. I can really say that, our reunion childhood friend. I

know them since really young. Cant remember when was it. This childhood

relationship i really treasure a lot.

This is what a true friends are. We must really treasure. I'm really glad i knew them as my

friend since young. We always help one another.

Cool man!

Nowadays,i can say that really hard to get real friends around you or outside world.

When reach to college life or working lifestyle, its must all rely on yourselves.

Like i said earlier in the post. a true friends,during the process we must

have trust among us and never harm each other. I believe that,if we remain in

this principle, no problem with it. But somehow, really hard to get it.

OH mine....My classes going to start soon. Results will be out next

Thursday. Cant see my series movies already must get work start again.

Anyway,

need to get sleep, i dont want be panda bear, tomorrow need to wake up

early for service in church and i'm playing keyboard.

Good night friend!! =)

= Who are interested coming to our youth, do come and contact anyone of the committee.
You may leave a comment here if you want to know more about YouthAflame. =

Another day has already. Now already pass 12am, a brand new day.

As usual,today. Oppss...i mean yesterday i woke up at 11am,then i have my

delicious pork noodle. After that, i went back home and watch my

series movies and i finish watching it within 2days for

20 episodes. Actually 20 episodes i may finish within 1day but

you know,my family members also want to watch astro.

So,i have to watch when everyone went to work.

The whole,morning and afternoon is mine.

Some people sure will ask me, every time stay at home watch movies

not bored? My answer is, as long as i desire to watch. I stay the whole day

also no problem. As long that i'm not bored then its ok.

Actually today already planned with my friends wanna go watch movies at

cinema but he not free so i stay at home continue my series

movies.

Stay at home also good cuz may save money and no need spend money

besides having breakfast or lunch.

Usually,

i will have my brunch because i wake up late so eat meals also late.

After watching movies and TV, 11pm, i came up to my room at online until now.

I called my boyfriend,he went pub with his friends. So,online-ing at the same

time can say waiting for his call.

I realize that,i may patiently wait for his call, eventough at last i'm the one

who called him. For last time,just starting to date,im sure i will be

keep on calling him and ask him where is he,what time going back and plenty

question.

But now,i wont do that anymore,dunno why,izit because our

relationship its ask been over 3 years so we have trust between both

of us? A lot of our friends ask how come we may remain till so long. What

is our secret.

I can say that,we seldom quarrel about the small things. Some couple may

quarrel over small little things but we wont.

But,in the outlook my sees that nothing happen. Everybody will

think nothing happen sometimes but in the inside look,

nobody will knows. This 3 years we've have been together,

i can say that,our big fight is only 1time. One and only one. After that incident,

i decided giving him another chance because i know

that we still love each other and i know that if i give up this

relationship,i will regret for the rest of my life. I can say that,we

more appreciate this relationship more.

So,i'm very happy being with him now.

Once i say i forgive him, my friends say that,i'm really forgiving.

I feel that,everyone will make mistakes and people who make mistakes

also deserve a forgiveness. The most important things is they wont

repeat the same mistakes.Yeah...

I feel that,no matter what relationship, must have TRUST. If not trust

i think this relationship is meaningless.

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Sometimes you've found out the biggest secret in your life that you already put down long time ago,suddenly let you found out. What should you do?? I really have no idea. Sadness,disappointment,hurtful in my heart, already gone through. The excuses i also gone through but i already put down long time ago. But why???WHY?? I really don't understand why let me find out the secret and let me know the person that always i see and has been together many many years. My friend told me that call me to clean my faces. How am i going to him??? It has been long time never talk to him face to face,now call me talk with him personally,i really don't have the desire to talk with him.
The point that i found out, i really shock and said "Oh my gosh". Keep on asking why???WHY?WHY? I really have no idea how to answer. God,what should i do now?
If i tell, i know will make the things worse. I know will have another big conversation going through. I really don't believe that all this while i've been seeing through out the weekends, they are faking to me and talk to me. Act nothing happen.
I really hate it. But its ok, i'm ok with it. Thank you faking friends. Faking friends,i'm telling you,if you talk with me for the sake of talking with and act nothing,please,please,i bag you,don't talk to me. If you talk to me for the sake of acting,It will hurt me more. So,i rather you guys don't talk to me. My heart will feel better. Now,whatever i can do, see what's going to happen next. I really don't have the heart to go through anymore. Can i give up?? I rather they think i'm the one. Full of questions marks in my mind."????"

Today i just came back from Port Dickson. It was a fun time being there. God has truely speaking to everyone of us through out the came. Well,besides attending sessions, we also have some group activities that organize by our Ps.Daniel.
Here are pictures that taken from my room. I took very few pictures only. Wait for my friends send to me. Our photographer will upload in facebook. Anyway, here the "not really nice beach".Hehehe...The beach also not so nice but all of us enjoy hanging out together.This is my room mate,that i spend time with. Which is Jocelyn, Sarah,Rachel, Jin Yii, Lydia and Me.=). I'm very glad to spend time with them and really had fun to sleep with them and we may be very close. Oh ya, we also have Twinkle,but she left on the second day so couldn't take picture with her. Anyway, also very glad.Oh yes...at last i can talk to Twinkle because usually at church seldom chat with her cause no topic but now in the camp i may take to her. HaHaahah...So happy. Canaan members, you guys miss the camp. It really enjoyable having Ps.Christopher Mun. Really funny. For the coming week, you'll see us always saying this word "HELLO". Almost every few sentence he will say "hello".Anyway...

Through out the camp,to follow God, we must have this for keys which is, Complete Devotion, Complete Trust,Complete Service, and the last one is Complete Loyalty. In our Christian life, sometimes its hard for us to loyalty. But as a child of God,we must have this four keys in our Christian walk.

Anyway, more pictures will come on the way. Today, gonna sleep earlier cuz tomorrow i'm going back to college. Its the Orientation Day for the May intake students and i'm chosen to be there to bring my juniors to tour the college and i also what's the plan also. Reminds me those when i was alone during the orientation day but now had a lot of friends. Good and bad friends. What kind of friends also have.

See Ya......

Holiday its has been very fun. This whole week i've been watching a series name "Heart of Greed". Guess what? Within two days i finish watching 40 episodes. HaHa... Cant believe right? Nothing special for me. holiday...holiday...holiday...and holiday. What can i say more?

Yesterday i went to Melaka with my uncle. We went to a church, Calvary Life Assembly. There's a Healing Revival Service. So, we bring along my grandfather because my grandfather has cancer already 2nd stage. I believe God that will heal my grandfather. The prayers that we pray all the while and the tears that drops each and everyone of us. What can we do more for him? All we can do is,must have faith in God,miracles sure will happen in my grandfather's life. I've been blessed thru' this revival meeting. The speakers yesterday touched a point that, we ourselves must have faith and believe that God is real. I know that each needs that we concern,God will help us through it. God,i love you.

Anyway, tomorrow my family and i, we are going to church camp and Bayu Beach Resort,PD. I hope that i may also get bless through this camp. Cant wait to go. After the camp, i must get ready for my classes starts. Cant wait to studies back. Hahaha....but if study back, i sure will complain of plenty assignment and stuff. Humans being are like that, sure will complain. Melissa,hang on. I must try my best to study. GAMBATEH.

Hooray...exams finish!! Today is my first day of holiday. Now i'm at

home watching series movies. I've enjoying watching it. Long time never had

time to watch because of my exams period. Anyway, hope that i may pass all

my examination. For the friends out there,who haven't finish

exams,GAMBATEH!!(means good luck in Japanese).

Oh boy...next week my friend,Jason is going to Pulau Pinang for his studies

already. One year can say its long and can say its very short time. Ofcourse

every friends that leave us,we will miss them. The days we've been together,the

enjoyment that we spend, the laughters,and lots more.

Friendships is very important and we must treasure it. Sometimes, they are the

one who care for us and help us thru' our circumstances. Humans need someone

to care,love,and here whatever problems that our friends face. But

sometimes,when you reach the stage that you are stabil,you need to give

someone love and care. Not only receive but maybe its time for us to give others.

This statement that one of my best friend told me that,i think its really true.

When someone is not talking to you or not carimg about you,that doesn't mean

that you are alone. Maybe on the other hand you are able to handle it and its

time for us to care about others. Humans being has a lot things to think,can say

its our psychologies. Now its time for us to rise up and think maturely. I know

sometimes we need some friends to guide so that we would go wrong or even need

a close friends to chat with and share your problems to them. Sometimes its hard

to face this kind of problems. But what i trust is,i know God is always by my

side,help whatever circumstances that i'm going through. He's the one who give

strenght,perseverance and guidance. He's awesome! No can able to bit Him.

Now, i got to continue my movies. See for the next two weeks i can watch how

many series movies. SEE YA...=)

Exams almost done. My last paper is on next week Wednesday. Throughout the examinations everthing is kinda ok but some of it,its really difficult. Pray that i may pass. This weeks Monday went to my friends birthday party,guess what?the birthday girl forgot that we had a celebration for her at metro prima,she went to 1Utama with her boyfriends. My friend,Joey was so angry till in the end...haha...7 of us went to the German shop and have our dinner and finish up the cupcakes where we supposely bought for the birthday girl. haiz...she didn't turn up,so we finish up the cupcakes...It was so dilicious. My friend(Joey) said, all the celebrations she love the most is mine.Because my celebration is only 5 people celebrate for me and its simple and all of us having fun. I'm not trying to boast about it. But seriously, Joey and I been thru' so many celebrations for our friends, we prefer simple and fun. Anyway,every months sure have people's birthday. Thank God that giving us birthdays to let us remember the day that we were born.

Now i'm at my college computer lab.The connection its really really slow. My laptop not back yet.Still in process doing it. I miss my laptop. Yesterday, my boyfriend told me that he's sister in law has already given birth to a baby boy. I cant wait to see the cutie little babe. I LOVE babies very much. Next time i'll snap the he's cute picture here. Wait ya...