This month is one of the month where sadness happen to our family. My grandpa past away on the 8th May,2011. Been seeing him suffering, not eating, having diarhael and difficult in breathing. All of us were so worried and we called the doctor to come over and check, he's preasure drops and heart beat getting faster. Doctor said, anything time can happen. My grandpa past away on Sunday, 8th May,2011 at 1pm sharp. It just on time, after church my mum and I rush to my grandparents house, and my grandpa just left us.

Ups and Down happen, Wars after wars.. It just freak me out. But thank God that, everything just runs smoothly on the funeral. I didnt get to sleep well for the past 2-3 days, even my family members too. In this moment of sadness, things happen alot, quarrels among siblings, it hurts grandma's alot but all i can say, being a middle person among uncles and aunty. I've learn to be more patients when things happen. In times, when anger comes, it may hurt one another but we must learn how to realize and forgive one another. The love of the family is very important. Unite together and helping each other out. Everything just make decision together, share the things they need and not just want to boost who has the authority.

Money is not everything, but the love and unity is very important. Happiness may leads to closeness among each other

It may look bad to my belate grandpa due to quarreling, when thank God that, these siblings united back and responsible taking care of my grandma. Is a good starting. I'm sure that, there's more happiness to come and my family.

God really has broughtThrough all this situation, letting me realize the real situation. Well, for now, i just want my grandma to be happy and let her do whatever she wants to do. Vacations after vacations. I know that my grandma has been tiring taking care of my grandpa, so now she may relax and rest more and enjoying every moment right now.

Although grandpa not here already. He's always on mind, loving him and remember every moment that we had.

Grandpa, i just wanna say, I LOVE YOU!!