Destination is part of Melissa's life.....

2012-01-02T23:29:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year!!!!! It's already 2012.. Times flies so fast and i've grown another year older. Looking forward to a great year. Would really wish that, everything will goes well whatever i do. I hope i able to do more things this year by serving God. My passion, My desire to serve!

2011 its a memorable for me. God has shown me He's miracles. The year of P.R.A.Y.E.R!!! Yes prayer!!! PRAY UNTIL SOMETHING HAPPEN! This phrase really strick thru' my face. He's work really unexpected. I really thank God about it.

Well, its always has ups and downs. Life never be easy all the way. There's always something I dont wish to happen but it really happen to me in real life situation.

At the beginning, is so perfect in a relationship, everything seems to be looking good, but when problem turns bad, it came no faith, no hope, everything seems to be usless. Blaming God, why this why that. I, myself to asking God why why why but i realize that, i need to have patience to wait. When someone turns back and said "God couldn't help me", "I have lost hope", "no desire to go church", etc...at that moment it really turns me down after reading the sms. My heart actually broken. Im asking myself, have i not done enough? am i not caring enough? have i under-estimate? Lotsa question i've asked God.

After some times, i know that i couldnt do much, all i do is to pray!! PRAY!!

PATIENCE!

I need to be strong and believe that God can do a greater work in her life. I believe God one day will review things to her. All i can do is just wait. I've never given up. She still my very best/closes buddies.

After that things sad moment, well, i just thank God, He never given up on me. I'm still He's child!

Last year Christmas, we had an awesome moment, our Youthaflame Hearbeat Christmas. It turns out really good. All glory to God! We, leaders very put all out for this event. I'm glad that especially our performance, hand mime, turn out really super duper great! practices for 2-3 weeks, turns out really good! Besides that, testimonies, performances, singing, music, food all turns out great as well. With God strength, we are so perfect.

Immediately Christmas, few of my youths went H.U.G.E Camp~~~ "Have You Got Enough". Last year theme was "LIFE". I can say that is one of my favourite huge camp ever. Speaker was good! Talking about, my life belongs to God. Encountering Jesus, indeed i really had this experience once again how God show me things.

Pop up question......

Have you had encounter Jesus???

Do you want encounter with Jesus???

Are you ready to have encounter with Jesus???

I've experience this and my life will never be the same again because i had encounter with Jesus. My life belongs to God.

"Living a live of impurity".

Sooooo.... I would give this camp sessions 100% . Just for the sessions. NOt to the place, management, food. All this are 100% lousy.

This year......

I pray that, i would able to serve more, do more, learn more, etc...

Youth ministry and music is one of my target this year. I would really want to use the talent that God has given me to bless others.

MY GENERATION, MY RESPONSIBILITY!!!!!!

2011-09-07T23:00:00.004+08:00

It's an awesome holiday with family to Singapore during the Raya holiday. Really do enjoy myself. I've met Danielle and Natalie there, yea...we do really really had lotsa of fun chit chatting, window shopping. I love meeting my friends, hanging out with them is just so wonderful. I do always treasure every moment we had. Now, i can say that, besides going to church,work, sleep, eat, Danielle is one of my bestie that contacting always, having girls talk most of the time. I really thank God that, He has place Danielle as my really best close bestie in my life. Thank You God! =).

It's been working 3days after so many days of holiday. I felt so lazy. I'm still in a holiday mood. Besides that, i'm kinda free during work, cuz i've rush my work before raya, and now just waiting for replies...ssooo....

THis evening went to eat noodles with Danielle again, eating noodles never bored for me. haha.. Girls talk never ends. Love you Dan! (sounds so les?) haha....

This month kinda busy, Mid Autumn festiva, Mission Trips. Lotsa things to prepare. ANd Danielle's Convocation. I really hope that, i can go lorrr.... I'm happy for her too.

I really wanna thank God for His provision and guidance. He has been Good to me. Making my life really meaningful and purposeful. Today Dan told me that, God will have or send the right one to me. I'm not worried! Because i know my future is in His hands. 2 years of single life, has made me had a purpose in life which is to travel round the world and helping the needy. Experience other people's lifestyle and the needs of other would be my goals in future. For now, save more money, gain more experience, serving the Lord. Relationship? When the right time come, it will come. Jesus is the Center of my life~~~

2011-08-03T23:00:00.003+08:00

It's been really a wonderful months i had. I really want to thank God that He really took care of me, showing me things and teaches me. This few months i've learn a word called PRAYER! No matter what circumstances i face, when i look to God, He always lead me to the right path.

Few months ago, I went to see a doctor, he said i had a cyst in my stomach, 2.3cm. At that time, i don't know why, i'm not afraid, i felt calm. hmmm...The doctor said that, since is so small, either it will grow bigger or it will automatically disappear, he called me after 2months go back to the clinic have ultrasound again. At the period of time, i really busy with my own work, camps, youth camp,etc. I can say that, i hardly pray for the cyst to recover and removed! In the month of June, I've went to a youth camp for ministry, i've found that the right side of my ovari feels pain but the growth is on the left side. So i've decided to went to the clinic and check again, it increase from 2.3cm-2.8cm within two weeks. wow...that's fast. I begin to worry. But still, i dont know why i didnt even pray for my cyst after that. NOw thinking back, i also dont know why. I really don't know! @.@

One day, we had youth committee meeting, so after the meeting pastor ask do you have any prayer request, so i decided to share and pastor prayed for me by using the "Elijah Challenge". THat week, for 2-3 days i've been praying using the same method. On the 1st week of July, before going to seremban to visit my ex-collegemates, i'm near clinic that i usually visit, so i decided to pay a visit and doctor told me that, the cyst DISAPPEAR!!! i'm like.... what???!!! (happy face). I'm like thanking God, praising Him. Really all the Glory to God!

I felt so happy and confident says and nothing is impossible with our Lord Jesus Christ. As the scripture says that, ask and you'll be given to you. I know that, God really hears our prayer. My relationship with God has gone up to another level. The fellowship with Him was just amazing. I know that, i can use this as my testimony to share the good news to my friends. And also really thank God that i have really supportive friend and pastor who always keep me in their prayer.

I can confidently tell that, no matter what troubles, sadness, hurts you have, just pray to God. He will listen to you. He will give you peace and provide you a way.

All Glory to God!!

2011-05-14T00:38:00.002+08:00

This month is one of the month where sadness happen to our family. My grandpa past away on the 8th May,2011. Been seeing him suffering, not eating, having diarhael and difficult in breathing. All of us were so worried and we called the doctor to come over and check, he's preasure drops and heart beat getting faster. Doctor said, anything time can happen. My grandpa past away on Sunday, 8th May,2011 at 1pm sharp. It just on time, after church my mum and I rush to my grandparents house, and my grandpa just left us.

Ups and Down happen, Wars after wars.. It just freak me out. But thank God that, everything just runs smoothly on the funeral. I didnt get to sleep well for the past 2-3 days, even my family members too. In this moment of sadness, things happen alot, quarrels among siblings, it hurts grandma's alot but all i can say, being a middle person among uncles and aunty. I've learn to be more patients when things happen. In times, when anger comes, it may hurt one another but we must learn how to realize and forgive one another. The love of the family is very important. Unite together and helping each other out. Everything just make decision together, share the things they need and not just want to boost who has the authority.

Money is not everything, but the love and unity is very important. Happiness may leads to closeness among each other

It may look bad to my belate grandpa due to quarreling, when thank God that, these siblings united back and responsible taking care of my grandma. Is a good starting. I'm sure that, there's more happiness to come and my family.

God really has broughtThrough all this situation, letting me realize the real situation. Well, for now, i just want my grandma to be happy and let her do whatever she wants to do. Vacations after vacations. I know that my grandma has been tiring taking care of my grandpa, so now she may relax and rest more and enjoying every moment right now.

Although grandpa not here already. He's always on mind, loving him and remember every moment that we had.

Grandpa, i just wanna say, I LOVE YOU!!

2011-04-19T22:27:00.005+08:00

mBusy....

Busy....

This month kinda busy month for me, busy with work, busy with church Easter Drama. I'm in charge of doing the props and setting up the things. Sometimes, feel so tired, but i'm always happy serving God.

I hope I able to bring my friends to come and see the drama. Touching their lives, and pray that, they will put down their baggages and trust God.

Last week two days, after church, meeting up with my TARC ex-classmates, four of us, Si Yuan, Karen, Simon and myself, we went to Sunway Giza, Iciban(the shop name) to have lunch. I thought it just a lunch and hanging sessions. BUt they celebrated my birthday too. I'm so touched and thank you for their presents too. Although, our time in college not that long, until now, we still able to keep in touch. This just wonderful to me. Thank God for FRIENDS!

(this is fried ice-cream. Cake substittude Telling the truth, not very nice but i appreciate alot)

(the four of us)

After our lunch, we plan to watch movie. Yes, we've decided to go watch movie. Not been hanging out so long, we went e-Curve to watch one of the Singapore Ghost movie. We went to the cinema late almost half and hour because of Simon. hahaha...He wants to change his how to wear smart, taking good care of himself, so he asked out opinion, in the end, Simon went to one of the beauty saloon to cut he's eye lenches. After cutting it, looks ok..He has lots more to learn. Because of that, we are late for our movie.

After that, we went to Desa, guess what.. We had BAK KUT TEHHHH~~~ yEAH... Finally we can eat together. Well, is not that nice after all, recommeded by Simon, but we still had fun chatting. THE debating, laughing session it was just marvelous! Spending half of my day with them, their surprises just made my day.

Friends 朋友 Kawan

2011-04-02T01:32:00.006+08:00

By the way, I've been trying out how to use Window Live Movie Makers, it takes me 3hours to complete everything. So difficult! Luckily i'm not doing broadcasting or mass communication. Really not my type or line. NOw i know those, professional produce a good quality video, with sleepless night, it worth it i guess. This is my first time doing it, not that good, but i'm happy with it as i look through the picture, the moment we've been together, it melts my heart out. Thank you God for friends. Enjoy!!

2011-04-02T00:39:00.005+08:00

Finally March ends, with kinda a busy month for me and also been going to airport to see my friends doing their internship. These days, I've been learning that, I know someone who always fills the holes in my heart. The hurts i've gone through one year ago. It reminds again, do not be afraid, don't feel lonely, God always with me. And that someone has been watching over me, helping me go through every situation. Finally, i'm here, able to stand up, being a strong women and continue my life. Sometimes nobody will understand, but i know Him will understands me.

Besides that, this encourage me, "Nothing is unimportant to God (Luke 12:6-7), If God pays attention to even the smallest birds, i can be sure that, my problems have His concern. God allows hurts. If God knows all our thoughts, He also know how much we hurts, If God never unjustly equates our pain with sin. With all this things, God just wants me to seek Him more, letting me know, i can trust Him, He may comforts me, renew me once again. He always fills the gap in my life.

It really inspired me, as i continue to walk with God, as i work, doing the right and meaningful lifestyle. I'm sure i will NOt regret, the things i've been doing.

Here also some of the pictures hanging out with my lovely friends.

(Jason & Heng Siong)

We've been very good friends since secondary school, this how i improve my mandrian from them. I totally remember how the torture me, force me to learn to speak mandrian. I stil the friendship we had. =D

(Joey & Melissa)

She's been my pimary school friends till now.

Celebrating here 22nd Birthday, in "Bumba bumps" (dunno how to spell) haha...

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(Sarah & Ness)
Finally, they able to go Germany for their internship. My lovely church friends. Although, is just 7months but Seriously, I'm gonna miss them lotsaaa~~~ It will reminds me, i'll be sitting alone during service. =( Well, i also will be happy for them, and pray them, God will keep them save and healthy as they are away from their family. Will see them soon!

There's lots more pictures to upload, but i'm not going to upload here. This is the most events/things i've done throughout March. I guess April would be another busy month, due to Easter coming and we've need to do a drama, 30mins drama. and targeting 50 paxs of non-believer. I'm sure God will provide and will give us strength. Well, i'm not acting but i'm fully incharge on the propsss..hmmmm...has lotsa things to prepare. This time, we'll do our very very very best! It will totally HAPPENING!!! David gonna be the "director". He's really good. I'm so proud of him! Gambateh!!!! =D

Other than that, few days ago, just got the invitation from long long long never see the friends, and she's getting married. Yeah..... due tooooooooooooo pregnant! Well, don't know how to say, use to be a good christian, but got influence from friends. Things change, in the ends leads to this road. All i can do now, happy for her, and Congrats her. Nothing much i can do.

And also, in few months time, i'm gonna have my OWN apartment. Just helping my uncle, due to his financial situation right now and also he has been so helpful to my family last time, so decided to take over his apartment. Now i able to invest a property. Dunno why, as years getting older, I've been thinking lotsa things, been more mature, thinking my future, the right planning and savings too. As more things happening, humans tends to be more focus and mature. More thinking like an adults, able to make the right decisions. =)

Hmmmm..... usually 1st of April, it will be busy of foolings other, but these years is like normal, I think is too childish for us. Anyway, wishing Happy April Fools too.

Gooodddnighttt~~~~~~

Feels Tireed~~

2011-03-15T18:42:00.002+08:00

Today, i think is my most rushing day ever, busy preparing Agreement for the bank. It is not easy working/helping for bank preparing stuff. Really particulars, slightly wrong spelling, grammatically wrong also can't. My eyes on the computer for 4-5hours non-stop. Now my eyes so freaky tired~

At the same time, preparing the decorations for VBS. Cutting, pasting, and cutting again. But thank God, i have friends helping, but feels sorry at the same time cause i'm suppose in charge. This week, i've been praying that God will give me strenght to do all this things. I believe that God is always there. =)

Today, also, i think is my longest devotion ever, I really can feel God's presence, teaching me, guiding me. I've learned that, i need to be wait unto the Lord. Not rushing things, even my future. My purpose and expections of course i have, but God is telling me, sometimes i have to stay behing to get ahead. "

"Waiting on God is always better than trying to fix things on you own"

I use to have alot things in mind, i want to do this, i want to do that, but i never think of izit good for me? Izit my future? Izit God's plan for me? But now i know that, i have to seek God in every situation, not making my own decisions, and regret in the end. I may making wrong decisions before, having wrong relationships or other things it might be but now, i'm learning from my mistakes. Yes!!! And today God reminded me again. In Romans 8:28- "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose". I believe that, when the right time come, HE will surely give it to me, that i may succeed. His plan will never harm me but prosper me. =).. Isaiah 40: 31- "but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. THey will soar on wings like easgles; they will run and not grow weary , they will walk and not be faint". Well it stated clearly to me.

So... Obeying the word of God. Some might think that, I'm just being "HOLY". I know that God, there's a plan for me this year, the purpose in live. I really want to make my life as meaningful each day. NOt wasting time, but working well, doing God's work, Serving the Community. Sometimes, i do grumble, but i know is for my own good. =)

By the way, i've straighten my hair, today is the second day already. I really can't stand and i need to wash my hair. I wanna thank Khylin as she accompany me while i'm in saloon.

2011-03-13T23:12:00.004+08:00

Everytime i open my blog and i start reading my own blog and seeing things has change alot. Happy moment, sad moment, it's my life, that i have to go through all this situation. Nevertheless, i'm really glad that, I've been doing well after all. God really take good care of me, surrounding with many good friends.

Recently, i've been doing well, been hanging out with my childhood buddy, we've been friends for many many age years, yet we are still close. Mamak session together, sweet sweet talk together, bringing her to church even to life group meetings, and many other things that we've done! I know God has given me this wonderful friends that we can trust with. Now,i would like to say, Khylin, thanks for being such a good babe of mine. You're AWESOME! God is AWESOME too! =D..

Besides that, work been busy busy busy busy~~~ don't know how to say but just busy. All i can say..=/.... And also this coming weekend, my church having Vacation Bible School for the kids, and i'm in charge teaching a performance and doing decoration. Well, busy work at the same time busy for God too.. I'm happy that, i able to serve the Mighty God that always ROCKSSSS. I just pray for strength that this week will be super busy for me.

Sometimes, i would think, i need a really long holiday and relax myself..Yes! It will happen! Also planning going Singapore with my babe, that would be great, first time going oversea with my buddy. We'll have fun! =)

Finally....finally... I've straigthen my hair. Yeah, happy with it and feels great! GREAT!

2011-01-29T22:41:00.009+08:00

Happy 2011!!!!! ~~~

It's new year, New beginning, new vision, mission and everthing new. Year 2010, it has been a great year ahead but this year i know it's gonna be greater ahead. I know that, God has provided everything and i'm ready for everthing. =D

Well, beginning of this year started with a great 2011 because i went for a trip with both of my lovely friends, Sarah & Nessa to Taiwan. We had a great experience, seeing their culture, lifestyle, FOODS, environment, etc. It was a nice/great opportunities and have fun and at the same time our relationship getting better. Started pretty awesome year ahead.

Basically,we were there mostly eat eat eat eat and yes....EAT!!

HAHAHA~~~~

Beside that, it was 9 degree, freaky cold... winter time. Overall it was FUN, AWESOME trip! Luckily we had the most friendly, talkative tour guide ever. From morning till night talk talk talk non-stop. ...He introduce to us lotsa nice food, and bring us to beautiful places.. but the most important thing was God protected us troughtout the journey! yay~~ =D

(me and the mountain)

(3 of us in the bullet train)

(how could miss, our lovely STARBUCKS!) =d

(beautiful flowers)

(and yes, we've met a new friend throughout the journey, Her name is Stephanie Jane. Glad that get to know her in the trip. She's stays in Sarawak, Nice to meet her as well) Awesome~~~~ =D

Taiwan was just wonderful country that we wont regret going.

hhmmmm.... When is the next trip??? haha...still thinking...

Now, almost end of January, been a pretty cool month, lotsa yam cha session, dinner sessions, etc...

Recently, just had a farewell dinner for my lovely friend, Natalie, as she going to Singapore to work. So, we had a dinner for her.. Yes!!! our favourite Korean BBQ~~~~

YUMMY~~~~~

(drink in HIDE after korean bbq)

(Natalie, Tracy & Melissa)

(Melissa, Natalie & Joey)

Pretty awesome gathering we had for her... Overall its nice..

This year i really hope that, i may get more closer to my lovely friends, enjoy every moment with them. Treasure every time that we meet.

Nevertheless, i may Evangelise to them, sharing the good new, letting them know how great is God is. God's love for us. Growing Deep, Reaching Out!

This is one of the main priority. It would be a great year!

Chinese New Year, it's around the corner. This is the time were we can meet up with our relatives back and together celebrate the new year festive session.

I would like to take this opportunity to wish you,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! =D

2010-11-21T00:30:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile not been blogging. Today somehow, at 12:31am, 21st November 2010, in my room, watching youtubes and browsing through facebook, and saw a birthday list on facebook, looks like lotsa of my friend having birthdays today. YES,......TODAY!

And i saw one of it was Kent Yap. I feel so tempting click on his facebook and look. And guess what? yeah...i did it. Is it wrong? Thinking too much? Being stupid again? or what?

NOw i realize that, i'm actually not 100% recovered from that thing. I still miss him, love him.

I know i'm just being crazy, i know i shouldn't think of it but somehow, some moment, my brain will automatically reflash back the moment.

Happy, sad, funny, crazy, lovely moments that we had last time.

This question came to my mind some, if the incident never happen to him and me, wHAT are we now? Still enjoying every moment, happy all the way, or we might further our relationship.

I know all this are rubbish now. Thinking too much!

I truly believe that God is with me always... ALWAYS! YES!

I know this only will happen this moment because reminds me of his birthday and other things.

God will always give me guidance and protection. The love and cares for me.

Thank you God for everything, i know this is just one moment thingy, you'll always by side, comforting me all the way. Jesus I love you~~

Somehow, today i feel expression my feeling and i choice here and type out what i feel. And yes, i felt much more better even i'm not telling anyone about it. At least here i may express out and also God who always here.

Thank YOu!

2010-09-25T22:54:00.002+08:00

It's a busy September for me. Had lots of outing here and there. It has been great as each time/day has past. God really teach me and reminded me do the right thing. HOw great things, how great love,care that He has provided. New things coming up, New desire, New Expectation, New Directions, New..... yeah... everything gonna be new. I know i have to look forward for great things gonna happen. New thing coming up for me to do.

Sometimes it just too hard for us to refresh new things, but i know by God's grace, we can do it! =)....

MoonCake Festival just past. I didnt get to play lantern, but had great family dinner. Simply yet happy. This is the time were we able to spend time with our love once. Meeting all our cousins, aunty, uncles, relatives, That was just amazing. Well, i use to think that, family reunion is just bored or lazy to entertain those people that we meet once in a blue moon or etc. But now i started to treasure every moment with them exspecially with my grandma and grandfather.

Anyway.... NOt much pictures taken during this reunion dinner.

(me eating the yam)

(me eating the charcoal mooncake. u can just look at my face,i can imagine how nice is the mooncake is la..)

(the random of me in the office on the festival day)

(not forgetting this doggie Chloe, she's just so pretty dog. Naughty yet Lovely)

Besides this, each day even tough i had a tiring day, sad day, moody day, etc... Once i'm back from work, got to see my baby Aden, the laughty, the manja-ness of him, the baby talking of him(although i don't understand), etc. All my expression, my worries just change. Feel so happy, the joy and laughter being with him. He's just too adorable, cute, AMAZING! aWESOME! yeah...i just too love adorable babies.

(the beauty of him)

(don't play play, he loves taking pictures)

(lovely~~~~)

(ahhhhhh.....)

(all kind of facial expression but still cute)

Nevertheless, beginning of this month, our youthaflame went to a Tour(concert) in Sunway COnvention Centre about ChangeYourWorld. This is all about how we can do anything to our community. By doing some work like cleaning their housing area, giving free breads, and etc. This is to let us have connection with our neighbours, and also tell them that we are there for them and not lacking of hope. Anyway, we enjoyed the concert. Good band!

Oh well....Thank God for everything that he had already plan. God is Good! All the time~~ Throughout this month, i've been always got reminded to Love one ANother. God is Love~~~

True Love is a Sacrifice

Love is thinking about other before thinking about yourself

Love is selfless, not selfish.

Love is God, GoD IS lOVE

loVE is when you lay down your life for another.

yES....lOVE... LOVE NEVER FAILS~~~

2010-08-30T20:39:00.005+08:00

Time flies and its end of August already... It has been great month. Has been working good.... Evengelism event went successful... Finished "Evengelism today course"... Talking about "There is Hope". I'm so glad that, it went successful, prayers were answer. All Glory to God! phew.....at last i can make it for my testimony. Turn out good, cant even believe it. I thought i'm gonna be nervous but i know that time God is with me. As His word said, BE STRONG AND COURAGEOUS! God has been good to me.

Besides that, feel so touch after going to Jaeson Ma's concert. Deep in my heart, i know that, we have to start to stand up and reach out to the people who are in need. It is a great opportunity to see how God's testimony to Love, to be more passionate. I realize that, i need to be more loving, to be more passionate. Nowadays, youngsters got influence by media, entertainment, music, etc. HOw they react, how they feel, how they behave,etc...All the actions they do, to look cool, is all influence by society. So,how do we need to make a change in their life? hmmm..... Actually, i got no idea...well all i can do or we can do is telling them there's hope, there's future if we believe in Him. Cause with God all things are possible. I feel so bless after going to the concert. I know that, we can make difference in our Youth. =)

(Only Love)

yeapy..... besides going wonderful concert, i also had fun spending time with my church friends, ex-schoolmates. Oh ya, love going mamak to0..

Spicy~~~~~~~

It become one of my favourite place to hang out, fellowship with friends. hahaha...good time!

Not too long ago, just few days back, went to friends 21st Birthday and yes...had lotsa fun, good fellowship again and also able to meet old friends were there. Some came back from oversea. Treasure those moment! and guess what....feel old already. haha...
I'm so happy that, all seems to be more joyful. Each day, i spend my time to the max with happiness.

Some beautiful pictures with friends.....

(Natalie's 21st Burdday!!!) (Jamie, just came back from Aussie)

(lovely friends)- love u guys lotsa~~~

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(random picture taken during bible study...Nessa and Me....)

HaPPy AlWaYs!!!

2010-08-12T14:21:00.002+08:00

It is so random to write things. But this is the place where i can express my anger,my worries, my disappointment, my.....etc. Well, its not about me, but i know i'm gonna face the problem someday or sometime.

My friend, had a disppointment over to her collegue due to work, due to "to faces" principal. Working in the same company, doing the same job to leads company into profits. why wanna have to faces???!!!

Gosh................

Even tough,i don't experience it, but i know how my friends feel it.

Why friends cant be with a sincere heart?

Sometimes i do feel it that way when people,dont talk to you. People only care about themselves, their clicks. They think that, others are just useless to them.

I met too many this kind of people...

where???

where????

In church!!!!

Well, i don't really care about them anymore, as long as i do my part. My heart always there's God other things are not important anymore.

I told the same way to my friend.

So.....we have to keep move on and never look back.

2010-08-10T21:37:00.008+08:00

August has come and i really thank God that He's always there for me. sOME of my lovely pictures that i taken with my baby Aden. He's really a cute baby. Well, he's not my baby, but still he's adorable and cute. Seeing him each day growing, and now staring to crawl. It's so amazing! Lovely! =)

(Cupcakes that Welcoming Angela BACK from UK)

(Baby Aden&Melissa)

On the 25th July 2010, my church organize to visit a home in Selayang. We had lots of fun by singing songs, playing games, and also fellowship with them. It is a great opportunity for me to be there. I really can see how they live in homes with no love, care, etc...Some family were left them there and some since young were there. Besides, most of them were all on wheelchair. All they need is love. Love that we use to had. We are so blessed with so many things and now, it's time for us to bless them back and reaching out to them. Letting them know that, There is HOPE!!

Above all this lovely pictures, and plans.... Now, i'm looking forward for my church first Evengelistic Meeting that falls on the 21st&22nd August 2010. Our very first event of the year. Our theme is "There is HOPE". Yes.....there is hope! It's a great chance for us to bring our friends and let them know that, we still have hope in Christ. Another, thing is....I'm the chosen one to share a testimony on one of the day. That's really challenge me. I really commit and hand everything to God. aLL i need is the boldness...CouRage! and MoSt impoirtant is God's presence. Without HIM we can't do anything.

"I can do all things thru' Christ that strengthens me"

2010-07-20T21:12:00.005+08:00

Blessing to the Community

Last Saturday we went to gave bread to the community. This time we went and bless a popo with daily usage stuff... Popo is staying alone and nobody taking care of her. With the grace of God, he sent us to her and bless her. =)....

Really a great experience that we can communicate with them. Thank you Jesus!

This coming sunday we are going to Chesire Homes to visit the old folks. Really looking forward. This time i'm preparing games. Hopefully the enjoy it.

Here are the some of the pictures

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That's all.....................=)

2010-07-10T11:18:00.003+08:00

It's JULY!!!!!

Times really come and go and it never wait for us...

I'm no longer working in the clinic, i've found a job in a legal firm. Totally different field for me. I really thank GOD that, He has kept me well protected.

It has been two years i'm working in clinic, i did not regret doing it. I do really enjoy working in clinic,serving patients,despencing medicine. Its really fun!! But with some reason and make me unhappy, disappointment, being betray and stuff like that, well i've decided to quit my job. Just suddenly decision kind of thing.

I also cant believe that i've made this last minute decision. Really not me, man!!

Maybe God wants me to change another environment that benefits for me.

So, not been working almost a month, well...

God really speaks man...Telling the truth i didnt pray for working in a legal firm, i wanted to work in clinic. I'm like "in love" working in the clinic but somehow, God sent me to work in law firm. At first i'm really not use to it, have to wear formal(which clinic no need).

Every morning when i wake up, gosh..........i have to think what cloths i need to wear, has to make-up abit and .......lots of things i need to prepare which, last time working in clinic i no need to do.

I'm like......=.=.........

Guess what???!!!!

I'm the ONE and ONLY stuff in the legal firm. All gone!!

I'm like asking God, why why why why why....plenty of "whys" question.

And also, NO INTERNET CONNECTION.................

i'M LIKE Totally separated from the people.

SOCIAL-LESS!!!!!!!!

Oh ya, my computer in the office also don't have speaker.

lagi....=.='''....

Can't connect to people, cant listen to songs and even do anything.

Thank GOd, i have my mobile phones...i can listen to songs and go online.

On the first day of work, i remember when i do my devotion.

In Psalms 16:3- "Commit to the Lord whatever you do, and your plans will succeed".

I really thank God, He gave me hope once again and to believe in Him. After that, I'm do all the that i could. Until now i been working almost a month, I'm really love this job. i've found joy and happiness, yeah, even with no collegues in the office. Each time, i do devotion, God really speaks to my bottom of my heart.

God, i love you!

I'm not like totally socialess, during lunch time, luckily my friend work nearby my office, every day, i can join her for lunch and meeting here collegues. Meeting new friends. Now, we are like really friends! I know God has His plan for me to be there.

Thank you God!

2010-06-01T12:47:00.006+08:00

So...hhmmm....

This past few months, i've been enjoying my live and also

get to meet up my long long best friends...

Here are some of the pictures taken during my college's friend 21st burfday.

happy happy....

Beside's going for burfday pastays... I also had a trip to Genting Highland...

YES....

AGAIN.....

This time i went with my primary schools friends..=)...Really miss them alot,Joey and Natalie. We've really had a great chat and we're getting closer with once again. We've really grown up alot and has different up and downs...

But....

never affects our trips...we had lots of fun..hehe
yay.....

Girstalk all day long....=)

My lovely babes.....

Well... For now still relaxing and looking forward to have my Segamat Trip and after that baru find a full time job.
hhmmmm......
WHAT job???

NUrse???

Office Job???

I know God will lead thru' every steps and also never leave me alone.

(Jeremiah 29:11)

.............

2010-03-13T17:01:00.002+08:00

Well now i'm in church. Cheaking mails and facebook and also listening to a live band sing by David Yeoh... Yes...he loves singing and very talented musician..

This whole week kinda busy week for me cuz my great grandma has pass away and

my grandma has to rush back to Kuala Terengganu. So,we have to take care of my grandpa.

Besides, my grandma(father's side)also just came from hospital. Well, can imagine how busy we are...work than rush to get meals for my grandpa and also my grandma(father's side)

Yes....kinda confuse cuz i have two grandma and one grandpa.

Lucky............................

I had great Genting Highland Trip with my close friends, Jolynne and Jasmine.

I'm so happy and it has been long long long long...thousand of long long time never get to chat.

We all grown up and everyone has relationship and many things to chat.

Really happy have them as my really good friend.

After a long 6months without boyfriend accompany but no worries i had great friends surrounded me. They are the one who always cheer me up and courage me alot, giving me love and caring too.

Thank God!!

2010-02-26T22:23:00.007+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

It's not too late to wish. Today is the 13th day of CNY.

This year CNY, nothing special to me infect i felt super tiring because 2nd day of CNY, I've started working in the clinic. People do sick, i mean very sick during CNY. All also almost the same infection like fever,sore throat,cough and flu.

I really thank God with this kind of weather and also working facing with those patients,and i'm not sick. Really thank GOd for giving me the strenght.

Well,as usual on the first day of CNY,we'll visit out relatives and get ang pau's.. This is the time where we are going to have our "yearly income". Meeting with those people where one year only sees one time.

This year,same thing again, when we reach my grandma's hse,we took photo for out rememberance.

Since last year, my uncle call us take picture after my grandpa got stroke and he cant even talk now,only a few words he can speak. Maybe,my uncle thinks that, we should have more bonding with each other and treasure the time to spent together.

Here are some of the pictures....

(Siblings,cousin and i taking pictures with my grandma and grandpa)

This year,we have our lovely dog to spare our CNY together with us. They do really had let us laughter for the past few days.

(Chloe)

(Hazel-ham sap dog )

(Grandma and us)
Do my uncle and my mum looks the same??

(The Woo's Family)

After the picture session,as usual we chit chating.

I felt this year we are more caring and loving to each other. It might have some problem with some useless people but somehow i feel LOVE, TOUCHED!!

I really know that, how important a family is. The things that we really need to treasure
so that,in future i wont regret. I really do need spend more time with my family and especially with my grandparents.=)....

Besides that, YouthAflame as usual organise for visitation to different houses to bless others but the main priority is to..????

ANG PAO lo....

hehehehe......

(the young and energetic Youthaflame)

SOmetimes i may feel bored because didnt get to spend time with my friends.

But i Do enjoy that,being with my family also another great thing that ever had.

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

2010-01-19T20:12:00.002+08:00

It has been tiring this this week. I had to rush to finish up my account and also had to work at clinic.

But now i'm happy working full time at clinic which i can find joy and happiness. I know God is there for me and guide my future. Eventough, i'm not graduated with Nursing Certificate but working in the i can leant alot of drugs.

I'm not saying that doing accounts cant learn anything but once awhile i'll feel bored doing it and my brain only can see figures. Maybe i can learn in both industry. Well depends what God wants me to do...

Yesterday had full patients in clinic and somemore last night locum doctor working and both of us were so busy with till no strenght.

Locum Doctor were surprise why our clinic suddenly so many patients. Well...i also dunno how to answer him.

Just now my boss called me, he said no patient and called me for fun. Last night,had a weird and "not sexy girl" came to our clinic. Actually,she wants to see my boss but she not around and the girl trying to flirt with my locum doctor...wakakakaka...so funny...

Just now she came back and see my boss...my boss called me just now, she also flirting with him...wakakakkaka....lucky i'm not working at night shifts.

What a day....

TImes up...gtg for cell already..

Baguio....

2010-01-14T16:06:00.005+08:00

Misses this moment till now. We've been learn alot thru' this mission. For me, i can see more things differently compare to my country.

People in Philippines, there are really joyful and very simple. They are happy with littile things they had. I love being there and hopefully i can go there for another mission and blessed them with whatever things they need.

2010-01-08T21:17:00.002+08:00

Working day it turns out very good with my new collegue. At first, very difficult to talk to her but after that we starts talking talking talking and talking.. I really thank God that giving me this guidance.

I've found out that, she a Christians but she's Catholic. Guess what,she offer me to fetch me to Jaya Jusco in Kepong.

Had my lunch there with my neighbour and we reach home around 5pm. It has been great

for almost whole day.

When i starts to online at home and saw lots of news, messages, notification,etc...about using the word Allah, already had 3-4 churches got bomb. At that moment i felt so sad and terrified,angry...What has our country become??

One minute of my brain thinking , "what 1Malaysia mean to us?"

isit't it needs to be unite,peaceful, loving and caring to each other.

So harmful this world has become.

I know that God will put everything in control and He has the plan for us too.

We must believe in Him and never regreted Him.

Jesus I love you!!!

2010-01-08T09:53:00.003+08:00

*yawn*

......

.......

Starting of the day with sleeping mood. This morning, it rain like nobody business and reach to clinic feel so sleepy and i miss my bed.

Today start of the clinic with new staff name Cynthia. Well...don't know how to describe her.

She our new part time staff. Hopefully she can work as full time too.

Just now when i was visiting Facebook. I'm so surprise that my notifications so little of amount and nobody were spamming all the pictures. haha...

At once i miss there spamming BUT not all the time.

Well as usual now i'm sitting here blogging and no patients

Really hard for me to start of a conversation with her.

Just now i just ask "what's your name?", "how old are you", "where are you staying", that's it..

I'll try my best to talk to her la...

HaPpy New Year!!!

2010-01-07T00:14:00.003+08:00

Really it has been ages not blogging. Last year there's up and down happening to me. I really thank God that, HE always beside me helping me go through every "susah" moment.

Last year on first week of August my ex-boyfriend has past away and killed by the Indonesians.

I was so shock and my mind was totally empty.

I felt meaningless leaving in this earth and complaining to God why this think will happen to me.

Four years relationship is not easy to build up but things change on that day onward.

At that time, going to church was meaningless to me. Well...but i really thank God that, i have a group of friends that are very caring and loving.

They really encouraging and never give up on me..

Thank you my dear friends......

What is the most happy thing to place of.......

BAGUIO!!!!!!!!

PHILIPPINES!!!!!

YES!!!!!

A group of the young people of Canaan Church,went there for vacation and also to some mission trips. Now think back we are such relaxing whereas people in Philippines suffering from the landslind. I hope that his year i may go there again.

We really learn lots of thing by doing God's work. We are really bless and people there also blessed by us.

ALL THE GLORY TO GOD!!!!

*clap clap clap*.....

NOW, 2010..I HOPE that great things will happen and everything will in God's control.

well, now i'm working full-time working as nurse..

NURSE???

yeah...nurse....just don't know why.

I love serving patients but not the blood...hehehe...

2009-04-17T14:52:00.002+08:00

Its April!!!!

I really cant wait that i'm gonna graduate. Time just past like that in this

two years. Its like the movie called "TOO FAST TOO FURIOUS".

Now i'm waiting for my final exams. After that,i think i'm finding job.

New face of life into working world.

Everyone called me to continue study, but i've decided after my exams i'll

find job. Before that,i've really struggle with this thing that which

one i need to do.

But now i've choosen to work and earn income for myself and ofcourse

save money and ofcourse soften my parents burden who all

this while that are supporting me.

So for now,i would find a job and i might find part time causes.

Two years of studying,now i may relax myself for now and have fun

as much as i can.

Tomorrow......yes!!!and again....

I have to help my mum's kindergarten sport's day. After that,i need to rush to church for music practice. Another busy day...

See ya for now.....=)

2009-03-10T15:47:00.002+08:00

Friendship sometimes may just come and go. i'm so glad that i have a group of friends that

always there. Every weekends we will spend most of our time together to chat, laugh, play. Lots

of exciment in our life. Some of my friends that i knew them since very young and now we still

hang out together. Most of us also serve in our youth meetings.

This is the picture where we always gather together to sing songs, listen to the word of God. That is YOUTHAFLAME. yEAH........

The March babies.........

Besides that, i also have a few of my college friends that we always hang out together. Thank God that He gave me of lovely friends surrounding me. I use to have a very close friends that also hang out together but we no longer close. Sometimes i also wondering "those were the times".

I don't know why today i will write about this, just suddenly came out from my mind. Maybe i just too free. Just thougt of holiday mood. MELISSA WAKE UP!!!! Start studying. Time will never wait for you!!!

2009-03-09T17:07:00.000+08:00

The time flies like nobody business. Its already the month of March. What i've been done for the past one month. Last month i've been helping my friend's sister's Organic Shop. I've learn lots of knowledge about organics stuff. The most important thing that going into organic is to quit eating MEAT...MEAT!!!!...But sorry la...i scared.. cuz i've been eating meat since very very young. you've call me not to eat meat at all. IMPOSSIBLE!!! The people there is like taking control of me,like brain wash me not to eat meat. Yeah..i can say organic food are very health but to me as long i take control on my food and diet i think should be alright. Totally stop eating meat, sorry i cant do.
I've tried not to eat me for two days....OH MY GOSH...i would rather die. Besides that, organic food are super expensive, vegetables, fruits...wow...when you see the price, i would rather eat other stuff.. But, i agreed with them that, are very healthy for our health,i've no doubt about it. Really really sorry, meat is my very good friend. I really cant leave without him. For the past one month of February, people there just giving me lectures about ORGANICS!!!

Anyway, now...classes have already started. But i'm still in the holiday mood. This semester is the short semester so everything will be more busy and rush...Hopefully i may cope up with it. Assignments, Presentations, Mid-term test....Oh no!!!!I really not ready yet!!!

2009-01-20T12:36:00.002+08:00

It has been long never update my blog.

i would like to take this opportunity to wish everyone a

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AHEAD!!!!!

What i've done for the past few months was i have a great Christmas last year.

Especially the Christmas Open house on the 21st December'08.

Our dance....really successful... CHEERS!!!!

Besides that, i have a new toy, that was the Canon Camera where

i got during the lucky draw....

Christmas dinner was great too....=)...

By the way, you may see the pictures that i've taken in my facebook. My

email address is mel_puiling@yahoo.com

Usually i will upload all the picture that i've taken there.

Well...well...well...well...

What i'm doing now???

???

????

????

????

I'm having my finals exams now. but i still have time to blog here.

I also don't know what am i doing. Not studying now...

I really don't feel tension, nervous or even anything.

Or maybe i just got prepared....

Yeah...last minute preparation it was not working..

So,please Don't last minute revision.

My last paper will be this coming Saturday. After that, i can fully enjoy my HOLIDAY!!!

WOW......

CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

I really cant wait....

Yeah....

Cant wait to get loads of red ang pau...hehehe.....

Dont worry...pictures will be upload in facebook.

Stop here at this moment.

Will update as soon as possible.

God bless!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

2008-11-25T22:34:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating the blog for so long time....

This few months i were very busy with my studies. Yeah...REALLY BUSY! At the same

busy with camps. Last week, i was at the children's camp. It was a fun time spending with

the kids. Especially, sleeping with them. You really no need a alarm clock to

remind you to wake because the children with automatically will wake and eventually

we,teachers were waken by them. The sky brighter,the monkeys(the children) will

arise. But still having fun time with them.

This coming December... guess what?? CHRISTMAS!!!! WOW.... Can't wait it.

Busy........

Busy with what???

Youth Retreat (1st-4th)
Christmas dance
Christmas Dinner
ASSIGNMENTS(urgh....)
Coursework test(urgh.....)

At this moment i may think of my schedule. But having this tide schedule its

really made you mad sometimes but at the same time i'm having fun

cuz i may enjoy and not stress up with my studies.=)

For now, i cant wait for the youth retreat, i really hope everything will goes

on smoothly cuz our committee really put a great afford on it. They

really have the heart to made this camp a success. I'm so proud of them.

Without them,i think i cant plan such great activities for the youth.

Especially,in games..hahahha...yeah....

Anyway, i will try my best to update more frequently.

See ya.....=)

2008-09-30T00:03:00.002+08:00

Todays weather is cool and calm, raining almost half a day. I'm having my semester break now.

So, stay at home just watch television, online, play games, etc.... nothing much i can do also.

Go out with friends also sometimes kinda bored, lazy to go out but always complain bored.

What i actually wanna do, i also have no idea???

Just now, when i reach home from my work, i got a phone call from my very close friends that

i knew him almost 5 years.

Not long and not short also. When Mr.K told me that he has another girl friend(Ms.Y), i was shocked

and i think back of his girl friend(Mr.K currently gf Ms. L). Mr.K told me that

he very love Ms.L but at the same he wanna Ms.Y too. He told me that, he bluff Ms.Y that he already

broke up with Ms.L. That's why Mr.K got to court Ms.Y.

Ms.L TOLD him that,she do not mind and never force Mr.K to choose.

I was thinking, why Ms.L so stupid and never let go of Mr.K......????

Ms.L really in love with my friend.

Mr.K told me that, in future he will married Ms.L and Ms.Y is just a so call "puppy love" together.

What kind of friend that i have.... All I told Mr.K is he has to choose one between both of them and

never broke anyones heart.

I'm sure Ms.L hearts now is very hurt and bitter. I know she can't let go of this relationship

and want to stay along with it.

I also dont know why i have this kind of friend.

Last time he use to told me before and i know i will scold him and tell him the right thing that he

should do.

But this time when i heard it, my heart just couldn't be bother,and i somehow i have already

bored of listening this kind of love stories.

If it happen to me, what would i do?(while i'm thinking my tears slowly came thru...)

2008-09-18T12:26:00.013+08:00

Last Saturday, 13th September 2008, i went to Kent's friend for a Mooncake Celebration in

his friends house. We eat and chat, although i'm not so close with them but

somehow i enjoy . So long never play with tanglung, its so childish at the same time

i feel that i'm young. Like those days i were playing candles in front of my house. That day the feel

came back again. Anyway, its very enjoy and fun. Lots of laughter, lots of happiness.....

Here are some of the pictures that i took using my mobile phone.

Pass twelve,the moon was so round and think back that whole family get back together.

Loving.......

Caring.......

Happiness......

The moon..... Full moon......

The tanglung that we play of... Its so high-tech now, the tanglung is use by the lights and not
using candle...

Kent with the mouse tanglung......=)

Here are some of Kent's friends....enjoying playing tanglung and also bbq-ing......=)

Two lovely couples........

Me and the girls....

Well, Its end of the it... I took a few only. Most of the pictures are taken from

Kent's friend's camera.

Its thinks back how precious one family got back together and having fun.

It is sad for those who do not have family or with some reason,

being with the love once is the most important think.

................

2008-09-06T00:54:00.015+08:00

On the 23rd August 2008, our YouthAflame went to visit a orphanage home at Kepong Baru.

We have plan games, singing and some lunch for them too.

We've plan to go there around 11am and when we reach there,all the children was not in the house,

left few of the aunties and uncles there. We are so disappointed and out motivation has became less.

So,we chat with the uncle there and somehow we decided to come back in the evening

to meet the children there.

Our hard work on planning songs and games and some other plan for the children,

so we decided came back in the evening.

All of us so exhausted about it and tired but we still reach out to them.

Because we know that they are the one who need the love and caring from us.

So,we try our best to have fun with them.

End up, YES!!!! We've made it and things goes on smoothly.

Yeah......

Hear are some of the pictures that i took.

..........

(The lady in short hair was singing song in Indian language)

The newspaper games: Prepare by ME!!!!!=)

(Jason and Darren)

(Rachel and the little girl)

The songs: lead by DAVID!!!!=)

They really enjoy singing the songs and dancing as well.....

Even tough that we are hot and sweat but our fire its all burn up.

The way we sure the Lord, wow...Its AMAZING!!!

the group pictures......

By the way,

Bobby is my helper to prepare the games.

his crazy face always like that....what can i do...hahaha...=)
But seriously he's really a helpful guy.
Any one want to book him?hahaha.....

This is Timothy. One of my youth members. Must take care of him...cause her both sister, one at
Keday studying and one is at Australia studying. Hey,sis, if you are reading this,
Timothy is doing well. I'm sure he misses her both sis very much.

Last but no least, this is Jason. First time follow us to the outing.
Don't what to say about him.
Great guy anyway...

Well, this is the end of our visitation. We really enjoy ourselves and having fun

time spending with the kids and chatting with uncles and aunties.

YEAH.........................

2008-08-15T20:25:00.016+08:00

Last two days, Wednesday, 13th August 2008, Sarah,Nicole, Peir Hung, Linessa and

I,we went to 1u for bowling because Nicole just came back from Kedah

for her semester break. Only for a week. So,next week she has to go back

Kedah already.

We really had a lot of fun, laughing all the way. Yeah..... The most funniest part was

Linessa and Peir Hung kept on burbing towards sarah's face.

They knew that sarah had it... And another funniest thing was

when Peir Hung teases Jason suddenly he knock his finger on the table...

wakakakakkaka.....

I laugh non stop man....

Peir Hung, that was really a karma(spelling correct?)

So,dun simply tease people ya...=)

We went McDonald for our lunch. After that, we only go for bowling.

Here are some of the exciment....

(Sarah&Nicole)

(Peir Hung&Linessa)
Why they look like that???

(Linessa&Sarah)

(Jason&Peir Hung)

Sarah was so proud because she masuk longkang....=p...hahaha

She's really good in playing......

Guess what??? Sarah simply roll the ball to Linessa's turn to longkang...

what are they doing??? actually jason took linessa's rubber ban and she tries to get back from jason....

end up.....

.......

.......

He's so suffer now...Jason,dun simply bully girl....hahahahaha..

But now,

They become "happy family" already.... Sarah said, Peir Hung jealous....

So so....funny.....

The last picture of them......

Peir Hung and Jason.....

So secocoknya!!!!!!

It was a fun time spending with them... So happy on that day...

Everyone was so enjoy....

The most important is Nicole is happy too.....

After the fun time, i went to my neighbours' house to play with the baby...

She was so chubby and cute. Love playing with her...

Here are some of the picture of her...

That's all.....

See ya....

God bless.......

2008-08-06T23:31:00.002+08:00

Beginning of August has already arrive. Life still goes on like that.

What can i say anything more?

Most important is to be happy, goes on with the life happily. No point being sad

and frustrated here.

Anyway, i'm going to get my knew phone. hahaha...nothing special,just a normal

phone. Will let you know what phone i'm using ya...my friend!

Now nothing to do just chatting with my lovely friend which is far away from me.

I also which i could go far far and no worries.

But i know it's impossible.

So miss my friend that in another country. Best friends is very important

but it's really hard to get true friends around.

There are a lot of betrayers around this world so we must beware of those

people.

Anyway............

Now a lot of movies are out but no time for me go and watch. Awww....

I wanna watch "Mummy". Heard my friend said batman also coming soon.

Very long time never go cinema. Hahaha....

Work and study....work and study... That's why no time go out watch lo...

Usually went our with friends also eat and shopping or hang out around

and chit chat.

Now is getting late.

Need to get to bed. Tomorrow no class but i have to work and get ready

to get my new phone. hahaha...

Just kidding.

Good Night my dear friends!!!! =)

2008-07-17T20:24:00.002+08:00

Now i'm here again....=)... This few weeks i'm kinda busy and tiring of work and assignments.

Yeah...now i'm working part time in the clinic as a nurse. Cant believe it,right? All this while i thought to be a

nurse must study medical but actually is not.

Actually the job i'm doing now is kinda easy but ofcourse have to learn to give medical to the patients.

Have to remember a lot of the medicine name. Its kinda hard to remember but now use to it already.

I have the doctor's and some of the stuff to guide,so i think should be

alright,slowly i may pick up. Must be step by step.

Oh ya, the third day when i work in the clinic, guess what?The clinic got rob and yes,my cell phone is

gone. My precious gone. Now have to save money to buy a new phone.

Besides working,i still went college of course. This week i have to rush to the clinic(another branch at jinjang),

because no enough stuff there. Suddenly two people went off with some problems with the stuff.

So......................

The doctor call me go there to work in the afternoon. Sometimes,i have to rush

after my class. Yesterday was the most tiring day because in the afternoon i work at Jinjang branch then at the

night work in the Sri Bintang. Wow....

so TIRING man!!!

Anyway, i'm still here. No sick.

I got to go already. Take a good rest since i have no work at night.

I need to use my time fully.

Good night and Keep in touch yea..=)

2008-06-27T00:48:00.002+08:00

Finally......I'm back here again. Hey,friends. Yeah, don't always call me update blog

now i'm here..lol.... Everyone has been asking me, why am i not updating my blog.

Well, i've been busy this few weeks again. Busy what? Studies,exams and pass few weeks has been going

hospital kinda frequently. Don't worry,not i admitted to hospital is my grandpa.

After his cancer operation, one week after and discharge from hospital and he had stroke.

Now cant talk and movement also not convenient. Before the operation, he able to go everywhere and

usually at home his the most noisy but now, i the house less sound. Even can go eat "bak kut teh"

with us and with my uncle from Singapore.

Now, we cant bring him anywhere. Now is to pray hard that my grandpa my recover soon and able to

talk with us.

Besides that, mid-term test coming soon and really need to study hard enough and score well.

Well, today it has been a long day for me. Went to college then go and visit my granpa and after that

do revision and stuff like that. Around 11something, really cant expected that quarrel with

my love once. The day it has been ok for me but till the night time.

Sadness....Hurts....Everything just came out.

Sometimes, i really do not know what to say,trying to tolerate and this and that.

Everything just say it out in one night.

I really don't know what will happen next.

I hope that when everybody wake up, it will be nothing .

HOPEFULLY.................

Oh ya, reminds me farewell dinner.

My friends leaving again. Again and Again....really miss them a lot. The happiness use to have,

the things we use to do. It is always in my mind and never forget.

I also hope that you'll also remember the days we've been together and spend time together.

Miss you guys .=)

The time has come, i need get down to my bed and sleep like a pig.

Good Night..................................

2008-06-10T22:25:00.003+08:00

This phrase i really love it a lot. "FRIENDSHIP IS A SINGLE SOUL DWELLING IN TWO BODIES"

In a relationship, no three parties may understand how good they are.

Only the both parties may know.

No matter what relationship, either, couple, friendship, family members,etc. The

concept are the same. We must understand that,if one person get hurts,

the other one may feel it too or may know.

Its somehow like a twins sisters or brothers.

The soul are dwelling among us, as we continue the faith,the relationship

that we have.

God,i just want to ask,that you have mercy on us,as i know that,i'm the sinners

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Every steps that we walk through, there's a meaning.

We must try our best to live our life to the fullnest.

Today,just a normal day as i go college as usual. Went for two hours lecture and one our
tutorial. Time really flies.

Oh ya, when i online just now, my long long never keep in touch friend

text me. I was surprise. But the thing,i'm ot surprise is that

she keep on changing boyfriends. and guess what?The question that she always ask me

when she chat with me is

(Conversation between Melissa&Danielle)
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Danielle: Hey,melissa how long you and your bf?
one year??

Melissa: No. We've been more than 3years together.

Danielle:Wow...It was so long have been together. I'm so proud of you.

(bla bla bla......)

Why everyone long time never see me,will ask this question??And always, say that

do i have any secret to make the relationship long lasting.

All i can say is, never take relationships for granted. In a relationship is not

like we are pasar simply choose vegetables.

We must choose some veges that we like to eat and also good for our health.

That i same concept to find a boyfriend or a girlfriend.

For me,in any relationship is have trust and truth.

I've maintain it till now. Ofcourse there are still problems along the way.

But somehow,it will solve it.

"Friendship Is A Single Soul Dwelling In Two Bodies"

2008-06-06T09:22:00.007+08:00

2008-05-31T13:42:00.002+08:00

Last few days didn't get to online because my house

router spoiled already. Three days ago i went to a Christian band,

Hillsong United from Australia.

It was awesome even tough i did not expect anything special.

The crowd was very excited. The happy thing is when the song has been play in live,

everyone was jumping up and down and surprise that my church youth was

also jumping up and down and worship God. I seriously never see them jump like

crazy. In church there are really shy but in a big crowd they are like

crazy. Hahaha... All of us were very enjoy and after the concert we went

for our supper.

Haiz......

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My results came out yesterday, not really happy and not really sad. because i know that

my level of expectation of getting good results is not high.

Already can pass,i'm happy.

In college,really cant do last minute work. For all the freshies, don't ever last minute

preparation,it will never work.

For now,i only hope that i may continue my studies well and get the

certificate.

Anyway,

SEE YA.......

2008-05-26T21:02:00.004+08:00

Today is my first day of college,supposely i have 2 lectures but end up only

one lecture only. Today really heavy rain. Wow...really scary. The thunder is

snoring like lion. Really really loud man. When my friends and i sitting at

the cafeteria,the rain is really heavy till go back to our lecture hall when

we are going to continue our second lecture.

Guess what when we want to go back to our lecture hall, we really cant walk cuz

water was drowning. And guess what??Our lecture hall the roof top, drop

down luckily never hurt anyone. During the heavy rain,

our hall like drowning. Hahahaha...really funny! And my classmates, help me

take my bag to the cafeteria. See how they brought the bag

to me.
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Here they are,

They seem like having fun to walk with the water.

Cant believe that, during the first day of classes this incident happen.

The funniest thing is ,while we waiting for our friend here(shows at the picture),

there's two person who rain under the rain

and drop down. It was really really funny. Saw the both juniors fall down.

I know its kesian but don't why we laugh till really loud at the May Intake

students.

Feel bad for the,1st day all college. Cant believe that, so bad luck of them.

Hahahaha.....

Anyway,

hope that tomorrow nothing happen again. But having fun also

cuz meeting up all my lovely classmates.

=)

2008-05-24T23:43:00.014+08:00

Today our YouthAflame having birthday celebration for

Uncle Jason(Sarah's dad), Jason Woo, Lydia and Ir Vin.

You want to know who is that? Come to Canaan Church,you may see them

every week. We really have fun. we took a lot of pictures. We all welcome back

David Yeoh,who gone for National Service for the pass one and half months.

Feel weird right?Because he's going to further his studies at TARC,so he came

back early for his studies. By the way, David is the one with the botak hair,

the head look really round.

During the fellowshipping, as usual we have our

David to entertain us. Not that,he purposely but is just David. I can say that,

he really bring us happiness. Very funny of him.

Here are some of the picture,we took using Sarah, MacBook.

(This is our committee for YouthAflame.
David, Bobby,Melissa and Sarah)

This is our youth girls......

youth boys......

From here onwards,the pictures here are very funny.

We cant do it ourselves but the MacBook can.

Cant believe that they able to make funny faces.

(The mouth open very big,guess who is that???That is our youth pastor. Ps.Evonne. Cant believe that she can make us laugh until stomach pain. )

Oh ya,seeing Bobby doing this action. Dont know what happen to Bobby,he really likes to do the post kissing while talking pictures. During our church camp picture,he was doing the post,kissing. Bobby,are you ok???hahaha.....

That's all for the picture. We really enjoy ourselves today. We really really laugh a

lot. After having our dinner and the eating cake part.

David, Bobby,Sarah and i,we went to mamak for our second round. Dont worry,

Sarah's driving is really save.

We had almost 2hours chat. I can really say that, our reunion childhood friend. I

know them since really young. Cant remember when was it. This childhood

relationship i really treasure a lot.

This is what a true friends are. We must really treasure. I'm really glad i knew them as my

friend since young. We always help one another.

Cool man!

Nowadays,i can say that really hard to get real friends around you or outside world.

When reach to college life or working lifestyle, its must all rely on yourselves.

Like i said earlier in the post. a true friends,during the process we must

have trust among us and never harm each other. I believe that,if we remain in

this principle, no problem with it. But somehow, really hard to get it.

OH mine....My classes going to start soon. Results will be out next

Thursday. Cant see my series movies already must get work start again.

Anyway,

need to get sleep, i dont want be panda bear, tomorrow need to wake up

early for service in church and i'm playing keyboard.

Good night friend!! =)

= Who are interested coming to our youth, do come and contact anyone of the committee.
You may leave a comment here if you want to know more about YouthAflame. =

2008-05-23T00:37:00.003+08:00

Another day has already. Now already pass 12am, a brand new day.

As usual,today. Oppss...i mean yesterday i woke up at 11am,then i have my

delicious pork noodle. After that, i went back home and watch my

series movies and i finish watching it within 2days for

20 episodes. Actually 20 episodes i may finish within 1day but

you know,my family members also want to watch astro.

So,i have to watch when everyone went to work.

The whole,morning and afternoon is mine.

Some people sure will ask me, every time stay at home watch movies

not bored? My answer is, as long as i desire to watch. I stay the whole day

also no problem. As long that i'm not bored then its ok.

Actually today already planned with my friends wanna go watch movies at

cinema but he not free so i stay at home continue my series

movies.

Stay at home also good cuz may save money and no need spend money

besides having breakfast or lunch.

Usually,

i will have my brunch because i wake up late so eat meals also late.

After watching movies and TV, 11pm, i came up to my room at online until now.

I called my boyfriend,he went pub with his friends. So,online-ing at the same

time can say waiting for his call.

I realize that,i may patiently wait for his call, eventough at last i'm the one

who called him. For last time,just starting to date,im sure i will be

keep on calling him and ask him where is he,what time going back and plenty

question.

But now,i wont do that anymore,dunno why,izit because our

relationship its ask been over 3 years so we have trust between both

of us? A lot of our friends ask how come we may remain till so long. What

is our secret.

I can say that,we seldom quarrel about the small things. Some couple may

quarrel over small little things but we wont.

But,in the outlook my sees that nothing happen. Everybody will

think nothing happen sometimes but in the inside look,

nobody will knows. This 3 years we've have been together,

i can say that,our big fight is only 1time. One and only one. After that incident,

i decided giving him another chance because i know

that we still love each other and i know that if i give up this

relationship,i will regret for the rest of my life. I can say that,we

more appreciate this relationship more.

So,i'm very happy being with him now.

Once i say i forgive him, my friends say that,i'm really forgiving.

I feel that,everyone will make mistakes and people who make mistakes

also deserve a forgiveness. The most important things is they wont

repeat the same mistakes.Yeah...

I feel that,no matter what relationship, must have TRUST. If not trust

i think this relationship is meaningless.

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2008-05-20T21:09:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you've found out the biggest secret in your life that you already put down long time ago,suddenly let you found out. What should you do?? I really have no idea. Sadness,disappointment,hurtful in my heart, already gone through. The excuses i also gone through but i already put down long time ago. But why???WHY?? I really don't understand why let me find out the secret and let me know the person that always i see and has been together many many years. My friend told me that call me to clean my faces. How am i going to him??? It has been long time never talk to him face to face,now call me talk with him personally,i really don't have the desire to talk with him.
The point that i found out, i really shock and said "Oh my gosh". Keep on asking why???WHY?WHY? I really have no idea how to answer. God,what should i do now?
If i tell, i know will make the things worse. I know will have another big conversation going through. I really don't believe that all this while i've been seeing through out the weekends, they are faking to me and talk to me. Act nothing happen.
I really hate it. But its ok, i'm ok with it. Thank you faking friends. Faking friends,i'm telling you,if you talk with me for the sake of talking with and act nothing,please,please,i bag you,don't talk to me. If you talk to me for the sake of acting,It will hurt me more. So,i rather you guys don't talk to me. My heart will feel better. Now,whatever i can do, see what's going to happen next. I really don't have the heart to go through anymore. Can i give up?? I rather they think i'm the one. Full of questions marks in my mind."????"

2008-05-19T19:21:00.005+08:00

Today i just came back from Port Dickson. It was a fun time being there. God has truely speaking to everyone of us through out the came. Well,besides attending sessions, we also have some group activities that organize by our Ps.Daniel.
Here are pictures that taken from my room. I took very few pictures only. Wait for my friends send to me. Our photographer will upload in facebook. Anyway, here the "not really nice beach".Hehehe...The beach also not so nice but all of us enjoy hanging out together.This is my room mate,that i spend time with. Which is Jocelyn, Sarah,Rachel, Jin Yii, Lydia and Me.=). I'm very glad to spend time with them and really had fun to sleep with them and we may be very close. Oh ya, we also have Twinkle,but she left on the second day so couldn't take picture with her. Anyway, also very glad.Oh yes...at last i can talk to Twinkle because usually at church seldom chat with her cause no topic but now in the camp i may take to her. HaHaahah...So happy. Canaan members, you guys miss the camp. It really enjoyable having Ps.Christopher Mun. Really funny. For the coming week, you'll see us always saying this word "HELLO". Almost every few sentence he will say "hello".Anyway...

Through out the camp,to follow God, we must have this for keys which is, Complete Devotion, Complete Trust,Complete Service, and the last one is Complete Loyalty. In our Christian life, sometimes its hard for us to loyalty. But as a child of God,we must have this four keys in our Christian walk.

Anyway, more pictures will come on the way. Today, gonna sleep earlier cuz tomorrow i'm going back to college. Its the Orientation Day for the May intake students and i'm chosen to be there to bring my juniors to tour the college and i also what's the plan also. Reminds me those when i was alone during the orientation day but now had a lot of friends. Good and bad friends. What kind of friends also have.

See Ya......

2008-05-16T14:03:00.002+08:00

Holiday its has been very fun. This whole week i've been watching a series name "Heart of Greed". Guess what? Within two days i finish watching 40 episodes. HaHa... Cant believe right? Nothing special for me. holiday...holiday...holiday...and holiday. What can i say more?

Yesterday i went to Melaka with my uncle. We went to a church, Calvary Life Assembly. There's a Healing Revival Service. So, we bring along my grandfather because my grandfather has cancer already 2nd stage. I believe God that will heal my grandfather. The prayers that we pray all the while and the tears that drops each and everyone of us. What can we do more for him? All we can do is,must have faith in God,miracles sure will happen in my grandfather's life. I've been blessed thru' this revival meeting. The speakers yesterday touched a point that, we ourselves must have faith and believe that God is real. I know that each needs that we concern,God will help us through it. God,i love you.

Anyway, tomorrow my family and i, we are going to church camp and Bayu Beach Resort,PD. I hope that i may also get bless through this camp. Cant wait to go. After the camp, i must get ready for my classes starts. Cant wait to studies back. Hahaha....but if study back, i sure will complain of plenty assignment and stuff. Humans being are like that, sure will complain. Melissa,hang on. I must try my best to study. GAMBATEH.

2008-05-08T11:08:00.000+08:00

Hooray...exams finish!! Today is my first day of holiday. Now i'm at

home watching series movies. I've enjoying watching it. Long time never had

time to watch because of my exams period. Anyway, hope that i may pass all

my examination. For the friends out there,who haven't finish

exams,GAMBATEH!!(means good luck in Japanese).

Oh boy...next week my friend,Jason is going to Pulau Pinang for his studies

already. One year can say its long and can say its very short time. Ofcourse

every friends that leave us,we will miss them. The days we've been together,the

enjoyment that we spend, the laughters,and lots more.

Friendships is very important and we must treasure it. Sometimes, they are the

one who care for us and help us thru' our circumstances. Humans need someone

to care,love,and here whatever problems that our friends face. But

sometimes,when you reach the stage that you are stabil,you need to give

someone love and care. Not only receive but maybe its time for us to give others.

This statement that one of my best friend told me that,i think its really true.

When someone is not talking to you or not carimg about you,that doesn't mean

that you are alone. Maybe on the other hand you are able to handle it and its

time for us to care about others. Humans being has a lot things to think,can say

its our psychologies. Now its time for us to rise up and think maturely. I know

sometimes we need some friends to guide so that we would go wrong or even need

a close friends to chat with and share your problems to them. Sometimes its hard

to face this kind of problems. But what i trust is,i know God is always by my

side,help whatever circumstances that i'm going through. He's the one who give

strenght,perseverance and guidance. He's awesome! No can able to bit Him.

Now, i got to continue my movies. See for the next two weeks i can watch how

many series movies. SEE YA...=)

2008-05-03T12:35:00.000+08:00

Exams almost done. My last paper is on next week Wednesday. Throughout the examinations everthing is kinda ok but some of it,its really difficult. Pray that i may pass. This weeks Monday went to my friends birthday party,guess what?the birthday girl forgot that we had a celebration for her at metro prima,she went to 1Utama with her boyfriends. My friend,Joey was so angry till in the end...haha...7 of us went to the German shop and have our dinner and finish up the cupcakes where we supposely bought for the birthday girl. haiz...she didn't turn up,so we finish up the cupcakes...It was so dilicious. My friend(Joey) said, all the celebrations she love the most is mine.Because my celebration is only 5 people celebrate for me and its simple and all of us having fun. I'm not trying to boast about it. But seriously, Joey and I been thru' so many celebrations for our friends, we prefer simple and fun. Anyway,every months sure have people's birthday. Thank God that giving us birthdays to let us remember the day that we were born.

Now i'm at my college computer lab.The connection its really really slow. My laptop not back yet.Still in process doing it. I miss my laptop. Yesterday, my boyfriend told me that he's sister in law has already given birth to a baby boy. I cant wait to see the cutie little babe. I LOVE babies very much. Next time i'll snap the he's cute picture here. Wait ya...

2008-04-17T18:01:00.000+08:00

"A Journey called life". Every moment we're met with circumstances but still need to continue with our life. Even tough,we cant make it 100% perfect but we able continue our life a happy as possible and never do things that is not from bottom of our hearts. Other people may not know what is going on but we have an ALMIGHTY GOD is there with us and always go through every steps with us. Every difficulty He'll always take care of it. Jesus,I Love You. Nothing is more important than God.

Anyway,today is my last day of school.Next Monday my finals examination. Everything is like a dream. Time passes really fast. Yesterday i had my Intro.of Human Resource Management lecture,we were talking about exams format and that. My lecture touch on during our writing essays,first impression is very important to the marker where QUANTITY=QUALITY. So,she say "sheet" but guess what?what we think about??haha...the student eventually think that the lecture is talking "shit". Then,my lecture try to pronounce it properly and she pronounce this word, "sheet","ship", "shezp" and "shit". We had English class instead of Human Resource. Its really funny. I can say that,i've been study for so long,this lecture i the most enjoy and excited. Even tough, sometimes she try to talk jokes but nobody laugh of reply her. She always say "well i know i syok sendiri again".hahaha...and..and another word, "be nice".About this is really long story about it.

Anyway,i really need to work hard in order to get good results. Yesterday i after my class i also went out with my church friend. We went and watch movie with Sarah and Nicole. My beloved friend is going to Kedah this Sunday to further her studies there. Awww...I'll be missing her. Nicole,i'll miss you a lot and remember those moment when we were together with Sarah. All the best in your studies.

Well,its time for me to leave already. Oppss..i mean i gonna stop my blog here today. No worries i wont leave Malaysia yet. I also hope i able go outstation. Anyway, see ya.

2008-04-13T22:43:00.000+08:00

Everyone seems to be jumping on to get-happier bandwagon. Happiness is making headline,selling book,inspiring scientific studies and spawning laughter clubs and joyology worshops. The reason? As the burgeoning field of positive psychology has shown,happy people thrive. They're more creative and productive,earn more money,attract more friends,enjoy better marriages,stay healthier and even outlive their grumpier peers.

People say, "Happiness seems to be that drug". But others wonder.Is this just one more thing we feel pressured to achieve in our overscheduled ,overmeasured lives? How could there be one path to happiness for all people?And if we aren't feeling blissful,are we failures at happiness?Spe sceptics dismiss "happichondria" as the latest feel good fad. "The notion that behaviour modification can bring about true happiness is as bogus as can be"

For now,do i can happiness with me?I think happiness is part of our lifestyle where we met every single day. Happiness is very important to human beings. To survive,we must meet to the standards where we are happy on what we are doing now. To some of us,unhappiness is more than happiness.This is a normal issue to us. Sometimes, disbelieving,hopefulness, accuseness,etc. This may cause a people into unhappiness. This is what life is all about. But in some point we must make our life happy,i mean most of the time so that we may be more cheerful in live.

Whatever unhappy things happen,our life still must keep on moving. Like one of my friends blog the title is Keep Moving Forward. It is really true. I hope i may be happy in every steps that i walk. Sometimes you think the issue is over but one day,after four months it came back again. How are you going to react?It has been so long and the last chat is "forget the pass and we are still friends". But now,see what it turn out? I really wont trust the person who said that anymore. Really make my life unhappy and whatever is being said is like the water flush into the toilet boil. Gone...everything is gone.

2008-04-07T21:15:00.000+08:00

Today i've been through humans' most hate thing in life which is being denied and betray
Even in a small group you may fall into this situation.I cant believe that it will happen right in front of my face. One year has already pass but didn't happen but now only happen. Is this part of our destination?where we must face all this problem. My presentation has already pass two weeks ago,they still can say our mistake(that our tutor think that we don't have mistake) and some more our group was the first group to present.my tutor didn't say much about my group but my tutor critic a lot on my friend's group and suddenly one of them pinpoint us that we did the same mistakes(actually we didn't).We've done all our part and my tutor never commented anything

Their mistakes and weakness that they have done,they just blame on us. I think every group have their own weaknesses,we cannot blame others,whatever that tutor have already commented you,than just take it as your complement,and not blaming others. Sometimes, really hard to read their hearts and mind. My group members didn't say a single word about them also and they just spread the news. Human really can change every second. Sometimes,i think which part of the world that they are coming from. So love to blame others. I'm not saying my group does the perfect job,we had weakness also but your group assignment's mistake cant blame other group,right.

I thought everything is over and settle. Mana tahu, one of my group member ask me(when i reach to the bus stop),whether i have done the elaboration for the section or not. Of course i said yes. She's like not believing me and she called me to bring the slide and let other group(where denied us) to see. That moment i'm so freaking angry and i told my group leader,she was so angry too. Really don't understand her,how dare she said like that. Not believing us and help others to blame us. Hey,come on,we were at the same group.

Anyway, today i'm so freaking damn angry and all my friends call me no need to worried and be tolerate with them. I really tolerate,until now a single word i also never say back or even scold them back. All this while my group leader and i has been kept quite and never say anything. This matter really makes us really frustrated and they really unreasonable.

Today my day is just pass with full of anger. Hopefully everything will ends.

2008-04-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

Just woke up from my sleep,now my brain it just empty. Anyway, finals are coming in two weeks time.I'll be very busy then.I hope i may cope up with it because some of the topic i can hardly understand with it. Keep on reading,reading,reading and reading again. This semester i went many times to the library. All my classes in the between there are many breaks like 2 or 3 hours. That's was the time eat my meals then go library and study the topic. Next week,still have another and the final mid-term test before finals comes. It's so scary man,all things passes really ,dramatically FAST! Now is the fifth week of the semester,just gone like that.OH MY GOSH!!!and still have another 2more weeks for my finals.What have i done in the pass 5weeks?(my mind start recapping back...)

Birthday is around the corner. What will happen next? I really have no idea.Don't know whether they remember my birthday or not?!(wondering...)Anyway, Now my brain just thinking about exams....studies......If they remember,of course happy and be thankful to them.Getting older and what circumstances will be going through again?

2008-03-28T13:53:00.000+08:00

Another brand new day... Last week meeting up with my secondary school friends at the same time celebrate my friends birthday,Joey. My childhood friend. I knew her since we were in primary school. It has been good relationship all this while. I'm very glad i had such a good friendSome of the pictures,i knew them since primary. We really enjoying ourselves.

Anyway, my presentation has just over.Now i can fully concentrate on my mid-term and finals too. Everything has been rushing. Weekends has to serve in the church. But i'm enjoying every part of my life now. Everyday has a new challenge coming up and i'm ready to handle it. This is what i think my destination is all about in my life. My friends out there are you enjoying your life?

Yesterday my friends ask me, if one person has already do wrong and hope for a second chance,why cant let them have a second chance?Some of the people don't really want to join the group. She asked me!! To me, everyone should have given a chance,they might be wrong but somehow the action that the group are doing is not right or maybe the first impression is very important to them, the group has already ruin it. So,the people hardly can accept the second chance. Besides that, maybe some of them tried very hard to mix with the group but the group just ignore and don't care. This fulfillment is very hard to let people to accept again. Many people have many sets of opinion and is very hard to brain wash them. What we can do is just wait and handle with care. If the group continue to do nothing and thinks that their own things is much more important, i can tell you that you'll never get back the love,the care, the laugh that they use to have. Human being are like that, the first time gets hurt it really hard to get them back again.

HAPPY RELATIONSHIP!

2008-03-21T11:45:00.000+08:00

Another day for hearts of Melissa to speak it out. Everyday we will meet up with new things,new challenge. Is that the purpose of life??Like somebody said,"happiness is not our destination,is a method of life. It's true! I believe that. Is a way to let us go through some memorable moments with others. The way that it should be,i think!

I've watched the Singapore series called. "Mars and Venus". Its pretty good show that teaches appreciate one another and not easily quarrel and in the end both parties regret and jealousy shown on the face. Even though, it cant apply to unmarried couple but it kinda similar in a relationship and to normal friends too. As far as i know, in a conversation we ,no matter talking to who, we must have good interaction, never ever step down's other people's suggestion/decision and so on. Let things be as smoothly as it is. I'm sure it will turn out really good. Like this show say, "Short hair can always grow again, HAPPINESS that is list may not be found again, Don't take a happy relationship for granted,a lasting happy relationship needs to be worked at".Actually in the real phrase is not relationship,is marriage.I'm sure is can be say in a relationship,it depends how we see it only.Because this shows overall is talking about the married couple or in a relationships became married couple and at the same time through the process there are ups and downs between the both parties. In the end,the ending,end up everyone learn how to appreciate one another.

Sometimes is really hard to know our surrounding feeling.Really hard to predict and never know what are they thinking about. But to know more about this kind of people,we must be more caring and never let them down. Every single problems may solve it,like the phrase says, "a lasting relationship need to be worked at". Which mean we must try to solve every problem even misunderstanding so that it never affect the HAPPY RELATIONSHIP!

FRIENDS!

2008-03-18T20:40:00.000+08:00

Today jason and went to a cafe&restaurant name Nelson Tan.The food is very nice but sadly i forgot to take the food there. I really enjoyed spending my time there. The shop open at Metro Prima. Here are some of the picture that i took.

This is our drink.

We kinda enjoying ourselves there. Eat and chat,drink and chat...oh ya,and help him do the registration form. I'm glad i had such a great friend. People always say "FRIEND FOREVER". Yeah....i can comfirm that we can be friend. This is what i think being a friend must communicate well, hang out together, and so on. haha...some people ask do i have a crush on him. Neh...never...out limit is just until friend that stage. Both of us also have out own relationship. I'm sure jason is very happy with his girlfriend. But sometimes i felt weird because jason will never bring his girlfriend out and i can say said that he spend more time being with us(friend) and not with his girlfriend.hahaha...whatever it is,nothing will affected him or us.

Handsome right??haha...

what is he doing???some more got what. Busy writing his registration form. Took him really long time to make a decision to study at Pulau Pinang. i'll miss you a lot.

I suddenly felt that even though,my friends grew up in church with me but somehow there are some line we may not cross it together. To me,friends are important. friends not just saying "hi" or "bye" is more than that. We have the responsible to know there feelings and never let them aside and not to border something like that.

HAHA...when jason see my blog posting his picture on my blog,he'll kill me man!Anyway...don't care. This is our moment spending time together. I'm there will be more in future. Take Care dude!! Friends outside there, remember your friends sometime also need people to care and help. CHEERS!!

Farewell For DavidYeoh before he leaving to Sabah for National Service.

2008-03-16T22:39:00.001+08:00

Today we went to TGI Fridays at The Curve to gave David so call "farewell" lunch before his leaving to Sabah for 3 months training. We'll miss him a lot when his not here with us. His leaving on this coming Wednesday, 19th March 2008. We wont be seeing him this 3 months. Here are the some of the picture we took at The Curve.

David Yeoh,we'll be missing you! love you lotsa....Miss ya....=)

2008-03-13T21:31:00.000+08:00

Study,study,study and study,study and study....
This whole week is buying doing my ORGANIZATIONAL BEHAVIOR assignment.
This semester is kinda rush.Time really flies. I'm using my time wisely
and never neglect it. Never!!
On Tuesday, i finish my class at 12pm after that i went to my friends house
and discuss assignment because this coming Monday my group is the first want to present.
Only have two weeks or us to discuss.I guess less than a week. Really really rushing. We use 6hours to finish the assignment.WALIOU.....cant imagine it. On that day i reach home around 8pm.Morning class then go for discussion. Really tiring man!
This is call college life. Sometimes is not so flexible also.Need to contribute a lot.
After this assignment,have another assignment coming out and have mid-term test.What should i do man???7weeks for us to study this semester. waliou.....7 week???!!really swt! I hope i able to cope up with it. No relaxing already.

Today just passes as usual. Don't have anything special. Weekend is coming.The time where my schedule as usual. Church practice,CPK and have YOUTHAFLAME. Will meet with my church friends. About the young adults?Neh....not joining. cuz i'm in youth!!haha...yeah,i'm still youth,still young...haha..although i should go young adults service but i prefer stay in youth and serve at the same time i may find trusted friend there and not fake friend. I guess this is what i what now. At this moment, i'm serving God with all my heart,soul and mind.
Never regret serving him,is my pleasure to serve him.

Now my mind is empty and cant think anything. Just now my leader just msn me and call me find the resources for our next assignment.haiz...other want haven't finish now come the new want.ARHG!!!
I think i'm going take a rest now and start to charge my energy so that tomorrow i have enough strenght to do work. TAKE CARE!!!

2008-03-09T15:52:00.000+08:00

This is the day where i'm at home watching series and never hang out with my beloved.
Yesterday went to Matsuba and had dinner to celebrate my friend's birthday. It was kinda bored.Is not kinda is very bored. I don't is i'm too tired or no communication with them. They were just talking among themselves. Izit really my problem?or they don't have communication with me? or problem with age gap? or i'm not part of their friend?or............there are plenty "or",plenty of "why" question.
Yeah,maybe i'm not the one that they are expected. I'll prefer in a youthful group and not in the glowing group. Saying bye to the GLOWING group. Neh....never able to fit it. This thing will never change,if is my problem ,i've tried my best but still??turn out like that.

Have a ever went to a dinner and just sit down there and say less than 20 words?Do you have a friend only talk with you four words a day??FOUR WORDS!!!! RIDICULOUS!!!!! Women"s heart is just very soft and hurt especially the whole group of people thought that you are transperant . This night was the scary night that Melissa Hew Pui Ling say so little words Is that really me? People change or i'm the one who already change?My six sense told me that i'll never be friends with them because i'm not qualified. My grades not good enough to be their friends. Anyway,never think too much anymore.

Suddenly my mind just came across that, "NOTHING IS MORE CRUEL TO A WOMAN THAN TO BE BETRAYED/ACCUSED BY YOUR FRIENDS".

2008-03-07T23:36:00.000+08:00

"Crucified lay behind the stone,
You live to die,
Rejected and alone,
Like a rose,
Tremble on the ground,
You took the fall,
And you've thought of me,
Above All"

This song's name called Above All.Is one of my favourite song,its remind me that Jesus die on the cross to pay the price for our sin. How great that there's a God where sacrifices His life to washed our sin and the suffering that He paid.It was so worthy of him that,He wants us to worship him and accept Him as our Lord and Saviour. Friends out there which do not know God yet,this is the God where can help you go thru' your difficulty and bless you with many things in your life.

I'm very glad that i knew God as Lord and Saviour.He will help me to go through every step of my life.The decision that i've made and the ministry that i've serve in the church. I believe that he has a perfect plan for my life and have a great future ahead.That's why i always trust Him that he'll by my side to encourage me.Although,sometimes i may complain why God out me in this situation and asking plenty question on why's question.But i i believe that God is in control in everything and never let me go.

To all my friends out there,believe in Him.Believe him that he'll done great things in your life. Today in cell, i've learn that empty your heart,let God feel your heart with happiness,grace and excitement towards Him.And the great thing is He'll done miracles in your life. God bless!

2008-03-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

What's the relationship that really matters us?
Why humans tent to be emo easily?
Is that really matter?
I really have no idea.
Emptiness,loneliness,bitterness...etc... Is that really affecting us?
Yeah,i can confirm that sometimes i do have this kind of feeling,but after awhile it will be alright.The impression people tent to think that,
you are alright and with no worries,
actually is not like that,the heart is full of sadness and bitterness
that people don't really want to border.
They just stick with their own group and chat and don't care how people feels.
That's why they don't grow!anyway.........
Never mind,is a normal issue to me.No friends,no love,no caring no etc..
Its use to disturb me a lot but now,is doesn't matter anymore.
What i've care is as long i do my part.love people,care about people,friends happy then i'll be happy for them and its my duty as a friend.
I hope i've done the best and try to make my friend feel comfortable and all that.

Why relationship so difficult to solve?
In our life, we'll face those problem with family members,relatives, boyfriend,close friends(use to have,now?i also cant predict),what else?
Yeah,its kinda challenging till no strength or don't want to border it anymore.
Btw, MISUNDERSTANDING may affect every relationship if really don't want to care about it.but to me cure or not curing also not a problem anymore cuz no use in a relationship with no trustworthy among us. So, don't care!

2008-03-05T21:10:00.000+08:00

Another day gone.Time passes really really fast. This morning i went back to my formal school and take my SPM certificate.
I'm not glad at all to go back to that school,i prefer to have freedom as in dress code,highlighted hair and so on. SMKB really change a lot and they start to build new
buildings. That was so unfair. We formal students contributed a lot to build that stupid building and we didn't get to use it.Especially, that dusty and hot dewan. We only get
to use ONE TIME that is during our graduation day. Really....speechless...dunno what to say anymore.

guess what???somehow,we miss out school canteen's food.We have our brunch there
and not bad the food there.(think back those days we were there eating).
Even tough,i dont like now the secondary school with so many rules
and regulations but i really enjoy may secondary school life with no
regrets. This is what i'm glad of.

College life may not enjoy(as in really enjoy) too much,although the time kinda flexible but a lot studies,presentation,assignment need
to catch up. NO LAST MINUTE REVISION!!never....never.....haha...

Today have my HR lecture. No regret going for that lecture because she's really funny and try to make us write and write and write really much.
She say that coming to lecture not to sit down and watch movie at cinema its
study so whatever she thought us must write down on the notes or
when she'd giving short notes,we must write a lot.Guess what?This is one of the rules and regulation.haha....sadly is when she asked something,nobody will respond,
she will start to repeat the question over and over again till
we answer her.hahaha...that's was so funny.
Not bad lecturer.Really enjoy her teaching but somehow kinda confuse.
Need do work it on,seven weeks is really fast only.GAMBATEH!

2008-03-03T20:33:00.000+08:00

Today is my first day of college for my third semester.
wow....two lectures is the morning and one tutorial class in the afternoon.
It was so tiring but i'm happy that i may see back all my friends.
Today's first lecture start of with the subject called Organizational Behavior.
It is kinda unique subject where we learn about humans' behavior
regarding the organization they working on.
I'm a bit restless during the class because its kinda bored,suddenly have to get back into
studies.While the lecture was teaching ,i'm a bit sleepy and everything
but i try my best to concentrate on the teaching.Overall it turn out very good.

This semester i only have three subjects where everything have to memorize and no calculation.
Usually i'm good on calculation and very bad on memorizing stuff,factor...bla bla....
I hope this semester i may do well.
Anyway.....
after having my Organizational Behavior lecture and i have Introduction Human Resource Management lecture.I have expected that this subject would be very bored and i will fall asleep in the lecture hall but unfortunately,it turn out that my lecturer is very
funny and make a lot of stupid jokes. Lucky is not that bored too.
All this while,i've been attending lectures where the lecturer did not set any rules and regulation
but interestingly this HR lecturer set alots of rules such as, no talking in the lecture hall,
erm...i know is very common but her ears are really sharp even one person talking she also know.
Besides that,she also set one of the rules which is no handphones in the lecture hall.
What a stupid rules.If have also switch it to silent mood lo but she call us to
turn off. but nobody cares about it.haha...i'm telling you,she can
"dera" the handphones if we really play with it or listen to it while having the class on.
She told us that she can step the handphone and put into the rubbish bin. Do you believe it? I haven't seen her do it before but i guess she was trying to scare us only.
Overall,this lecturer is friendly and i like her too.So,its not bad this semester lecturer.

Lectures starts automatically tutorials also start. Assignment....ASSIGNMENT!!!
WEEK 3 have to pass up already. ARGH...now what??? preparing on presentation too.
haiz..........=/.....
melissa ,WAKE UP!!! start your engine and start doing work already.

Another day...

2008-03-01T00:49:00.000+08:00

It's another day where sitting at home facing the laptop and watch series. Is this melissa's life???I also don't know.If i have no plan or no classes on,i will watch series the day at night.Sometimes i really think when i become so desperate girl to watch series at home...is that really i want to do??I also don't know why suddenly i will write this blog.Suddenly only...

For the past one month,what did i've done?February is like a dream past thru' on my mind. Time passes really fast.What did i do on the pass February??besides going outstation,went out with friends,shopping...etc...wow...is like wasting more time than doing the good work.Today already 1st March,college is going to start,my schedule will remain the same everyday.So fast 3rd Semester,i must study hard.double portion of hardworking on my studies!yes....GAMBATEH!!!

Monday i can meet up with my colleges friends already.So long never meet them,miss them very much. Yesterday chat with one of my friend,guess what???she started her relationship with a guy where i cant imagine that she will accept him.haha...so much problem she had gone through in the end they got up together.is that really a FATE for them?so call "jodoh"...anyway,i also hope that they will be happy and never regret making the decisions.yeah...relationship is really complicated if we never handle with care.not only in a relationship with boyfriends or girlfriends,being with your friends even close friends also will have problems.What we can go is just,be patient and must be mature to handle it.Things will go right when we have the wise brain to think. I believe that, no matter what relationship,must have trust from the both parties.This will make the relationship smoother and tolerance is very important.Less problem and less argument.yeap...that's rite!

"NICE TO SHARE,NICE TO CARE,
ONCE MISUNDERSTANDING,
CONSIDER SOLD!

Kuala Terengganu trip.....

2008-02-28T21:06:00.000+08:00

I'm back from Kuala Terengganu. It has been so call "ok" for me because its kinda bored tough...for the pass 1 week i was there,staying at my great grandmother's home only. Can you imagine that, a kampung place where no houses beside you and only had a small store where only open in the evening.how boring the day is???haiz...if want to find a store or pasar pagi must walk about 5-10minutes walk.I really cant stand that place.

Besides visiting my great grandmother i also went to my aunt's house on the 9th day of CNY where the HOKKIEN people have to pray ("pai tin gong"). Before they start to pray,they had invited the people who can do the lion dance and have "choi san ye".This is chinese traditional,that when they have the lion dance means will pray wealth and prosperity to the family.Here are some of the pictures....

It' s kinda fun having this people to come and to the lion dance. My aunt's family members were very happy and everyone was enjoying seeing the lion dance.

Beside's going to my aunt's house i also went to the beach,i didn't really take a lot of pictures,i just took a few pictures from the beach.Here there are.....

The beach here are so clean and relaxing. I sit at the beach almost 2-3hours...within this time of period,remind me a lot of things..happy moment...sad moment...life is like that,very challenging. Sometimes,i also don't know how to handle it. what can i do is to pray to the Lord and ask for guidance.things come,it will come and when it go,we must let it go. nothing can chance the fact anymore. When i look at the beach,its similar things happen in life,when the water come forward which means we must grab tide and don't let go and when the water go backwards mean that in life we already let go something that we don't not want to happen in out life or we never whole it tide enough. So what can we do???In the past few months i've learn how to be forget things already happen,forgive,love one another and learn to be more patient on doing something. Life is very challenging till need us to take care of carefully and to test our brains to think wisely. Whatever it is....LOOK FORWARD!!!!

Happy New Year

2008-02-11T17:38:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time to write in this blog,almost 6months.But anyway,i'll be often update my blog. Throughout this 6 months,i have been grown a lot not in physically but in the day of my life.In the sense of mentally and spiritually. It has been a great time for me even tough there's problem and sadness happens but never put me down because i have a great friend(really best friend of mine)that always give me guidance and advice and really really care about me BUT the great thing is i have GOD with all this years. Every moment,God is with me and things will get well soon,hopefully....

Oh ya,forgot to wish everyone HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!CNY,is the day where we meet out family members,relatives that meet once a year that's during Chinese New Year.How sad it is...nevertheless,this year i had a good time with my relatives,even is just a normal thing but being with our love once is a very good thing.too bad never get to take pictures with them..haha...anyway,knew them for so long,never know that they can stand up till the middle of the night and play poker cards.throughout the night,10pm-530am..waliou...really crazy!!!we've got great time!

I'm on holiday now,at home doing nothing just addicted to watch series movies.I'm enjoying every moment,even tough sometimes feel very boring. i can enjoy a month of holiday never expect anything.what comes it will come.anyway...i got to go now...Oh ya,2moro i'll be going Kuala Terengganu with my grandmother,visit my great grandmother.i'll be back 1week,i think..so,see ya...=)

Hey....=)

2007-08-15T22:37:00.000+08:00

Yeoh......today is my another happy day because this is my first time go out and watch movie with my classmates but one of them not my classmate is i knew him during the dance class...four of us went Times Square to watch Rush Hour 3...its so funny...i never regret going for this movie.Some of my friend said not nice cuz they neva watch the chapter1&2...anyway,i'm enjoying watching this movie...hahaha..=) IS A FUN DAY BEING WITH MY COLLEGE FRIENDS....I LOVE IT!!!McD...i'm lovin' it!!!hahhah....anyway...after that when i reach home,around 20minutes later Kent come and fetch me for dinner. His friend fetch us,before we went for dinner his friend want to go Cheras to survey his new working place..in the end we just went there for around 5minutes,we said we go back kepong for our dinner.cuz that place no proper food for us to eat. so,we went back kepong to eat bak kut teh. during the journey we don't know the way back to kepong.we took the long way back to kepong.pass by mid valley,damansara...wow..at that time i was starving man!!!pity for them and me too...=) in the end we reach kepong...we ate only 15 minutes...which means that we very hungry like 10 days never have meals brfore. TODAY is one of my favaourite...passing through happy time,starving time...and so on... cya!!!

moody day......=/

2007-08-14T20:47:00.000+08:00

It has been long time never write blog bacause last few weeks i'm busying practicing my comtemporary dance. everthing is over....now i able to relax and concentrate only my exam coming around the corner. today i went KLCC with my friends just wen there for after class...but during the journey felt so sad in my heart once one of my friend said that i'm keeping disturbing him. wat a misunderstanding??? anyway, like i said everything is already over.is just see how tommorow i'm going to face him. everything just depends on God.... God give me strenght,strong faith and wisdom to face problems... giving a sincere heart will make people misunderstood and don't dare to that particular person. what a college life am i living now???anyway....God will make a way,where there is seems to be no way.......He will make a way for me....

Hi...........=)

2007-07-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

Another
fine day....very long never write a blog,almost for a few weeks. it is because very busy with my assignment and i have plenty of work to do nowadays. now,need to prepare for my coursework test...sometimes feel very stress and very bored doing all the exams...but i wont give up eventough its hard,i'll still try my best to do everything...
Yesterday my churh young adults went to a concert at PJ... the concery title is INFLUENCE. during the sermon session,the pastor talk about 3points. the first one is faith. as a christian we must have faith in what we are doing now and we must trust God because He the one who gave us the talent to do His work. the second point is about decision. decision is all about what you have chosen. whatever decision we have made,we must be glad in it because the song says that,this is the day that the Lord have made,we must rejoice and be glad in it. the last point is sacrifice. sacrifice is the point where we must sacrifice our time to God,to do His work. we must made a committment that we will serve Him with all our hearts. So, in this sermon i've really learnt the most thing i've ever learn and its very heplful to me. i'm so glad i went to that concert. i'm sure that, people get touch from God and we really had a great worship session too...i'm sure to all people too....

=).....GOD BLESS YOU ALL.....=)

Another fine day........

2007-07-09T15:26:00.000+08:00

Another fine day.....routine still goes on like as usual...nothing special. Today i wake up very early. is my normal time to wake as early like normal days i went to college. Usually i wake up at 6something in the morning so now i can automaticaly wake up around this time. today 1st thing wake up is just do my contemporary dance assignment. this morning i just starting to do the assignment. i use four hours to do it...its so tiring,face the computer for four hours and don't even have my breakfast yet... now can relax abit. but i nit to prepare my Hubungan Etnik presentation. i hope i can get it done because i really don't have the spirit and strenght to do yet. All things is possible with God. I believe in Him and trust and obeying HIM....=)

FUN....FUN....FUN....

2007-07-05T20:50:00.000+08:00

Today is my having fun day because after my lecture class, i have half an hour break and after that, i have my comtemporary dance. Next week is my exam,my teacher teacher us to dance rock n roll, cowboy dance and one of the malay songs. It's very challenging because we have to remember every step we've learn in order to pass the exam. I like the most is the cowboy dance because i able to dance the whole song that create by our teacher and the last part we have to create ourselves. Team mates and i having fun and at the same time we have teamwork within us and all is my new friends,i don't even know their names but i already can communicate well with them. It's my pleasure.I'm so happy and at the same time i also scared because i scared i cant remember the steps because during the exam, the teacher, my partner and i will in the dancing room do the exam. But i still will try my very best. This is my first time to dance guys cast because i really i cant imagine i need to wear gentlemen's clothing to present the dance. Wow...so wonderful!!! All the best to me....=)

moderate day

2007-07-03T15:33:00.000+08:00

today i'm having my
coursework test. At first is very difficult to do but until doing the graph question it begin to understand already and i also suspected i can't finish all the questions but thank God i able to finish up my coursework test. I'm so happy and i also hope that whatever i've wrote,i hope that is right... and i already done my best doing every step the question need... All my friends called me that no to so stress up myself because coursework is a small matter but i think that whatever test is going on,i will try my very best to do it. So that,in future i will work hard in small little things that we are doing, although is a small test.=).... Tomorrow i'm having my account course work test....i'm very poor on it but i also will try my best to do it.

Beside that, i saw story that are so heart broken and its real life. It happen to a girl. Is about the girl and her boy friend. everytime the girl needs her boyfriend to care for him and when she is down,need the boyfriend at her side to be with and yet the boyfriend didnn't even care or ask anything....the boyfriend rather go out and do his own work and found out that the girl's boyfriend lied to her something and the girl is so sad and keep on crying and don't know what to do. until at night, the girls boy friend called and chat with her,the girl feel heart broken and starting no feeling to her boyfriend already... What a reality is this???the question is, the girl should break up with this boy or not??? Anyway...this is just a show that i've seen in the net just know. Is just one of the chapter of the story only....what a day i'm going through!!!!=/

makan nite....=)

2007-07-02T16:31:00.000+08:00

Saturday(30/06/2007)- last saturday i went to church for dinner. we have special dinner for all the youths is our church. Our youth ministry call as YOUTHAFLAME. We had steaboat for our dinner and is cook my our friend, Sarah. Our future CHEF. hahaahhaha... We really have fuin at that time, before the dinner starts, one of my friend,david. he pretend to be a chef,and teacher us how to cook tom yam. i took the video of him saying that but i cant upload him,scared later he will come and kill me...hahaahha.....after finish our dinner..all the guys wash the plates...i think they are really enjoying washing the plates...after awhile,we had nothing to do...we took some picture of our youth... some of them went back already,so didn't get to take the picture. HERE WE ARE......=)

what is going on our there.....
cheese..................!!!!!

That's all for today..... happy day and may God bless you.....=)

today....sad and happy moment....

2007-06-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

Today...Friday-29/06/2007...i've been gone through happy moment and sad moment. Today my class ends at 5pm and its very tired and no mood to study because i've done badly in my exam. but i everything depends on GOD.I've already tried my best to do it. I hope i able to get at least 10 marks over 20marks.this is the sad thing that i've gone through today.my happy moment is that one of my classmate likes to making funny sound until i cant stop laughing...this funny sound,she keep on doing it until i'm not sad anymore. i'm so glad that,i've knew her as my fren.she's a funny little girl,likes to play around and easy to be with. being with her,only feel happiness and sometimes weird because her mandrian language is too deep until i don't understand but the way she talk,it's very funny.haahahaha....that's all for now.....=)