It's been awhile not been blogging. Today somehow, at 12:31am, 21st November 2010, in my room, watching youtubes and browsing through facebook, and saw a birthday list on facebook, looks like lotsa of my friend having birthdays today. YES,......TODAY!

And i saw one of it was Kent Yap. I feel so tempting click on his facebook and look. And guess what? yeah...i did it. Is it wrong? Thinking too much? Being stupid again? or what?

NOw i realize that, i'm actually not 100% recovered from that thing. I still miss him, love him.

I know i'm just being crazy, i know i shouldn't think of it but somehow, some moment, my brain will automatically reflash back the moment.

Happy, sad, funny, crazy, lovely moments that we had last time.

This question came to my mind some, if the incident never happen to him and me, wHAT are we now? Still enjoying every moment, happy all the way, or we might further our relationship.

I know all this are rubbish now. Thinking too much!

I truly believe that God is with me always... ALWAYS! YES!

I know this only will happen this moment because reminds me of his birthday and other things.

God will always give me guidance and protection. The love and cares for me.

Thank you God for everything, i know this is just one moment thingy, you'll always by side, comforting me all the way. Jesus I love you~~

Somehow, today i feel expression my feeling and i choice here and type out what i feel. And yes, i felt much more better even i'm not telling anyone about it. At least here i may express out and also God who always here.

Thank YOu!