What's the relationship that really matters us?
Why humans tent to be emo easily?
Is that really matter?
I really have no idea.
Emptiness,loneliness,bitterness...etc... Is that really affecting us?
Yeah,i can confirm that sometimes i do have this kind of feeling,but after awhile it will be alright.The impression people tent to think that,
you are alright and with no worries,
actually is not like that,the heart is full of sadness and bitterness
that people don't really want to border.
They just stick with their own group and chat and don't care how people feels.
That's why they don't grow!anyway.........
Never mind,is a normal issue to me.No friends,no love,no caring no etc..
Its use to disturb me a lot but now,is doesn't matter anymore.
What i've care is as long i do my part.love people,care about people,friends happy then i'll be happy for them and its my duty as a friend.
I hope i've done the best and try to make my friend feel comfortable and all that.

Why relationship so difficult to solve?
In our life, we'll face those problem with family members,relatives, boyfriend,close friends(use to have,now?i also cant predict),what else?
Yeah,its kinda challenging till no strength or don't want to border it anymore.
Btw, MISUNDERSTANDING may affect every relationship if really don't want to care about it.but to me cure or not curing also not a problem anymore cuz no use in a relationship with no trustworthy among us. So, don't care!

Another day gone.Time passes really really fast. This morning i went back to my formal school and take my SPM certificate.
I'm not glad at all to go back to that school,i prefer to have freedom as in dress code,highlighted hair and so on. SMKB really change a lot and they start to build new
buildings. That was so unfair. We formal students contributed a lot to build that stupid building and we didn't get to use it.Especially, that dusty and hot dewan. We only get
to use ONE TIME that is during our graduation day. Really....speechless...dunno what to say anymore.

guess what???somehow,we miss out school canteen's food.We have our brunch there
and not bad the food there.(think back those days we were there eating).
Even tough,i dont like now the secondary school with so many rules
and regulations but i really enjoy may secondary school life with no
regrets. This is what i'm glad of.

College life may not enjoy(as in really enjoy) too much,although the time kinda flexible but a lot studies,presentation,assignment need
to catch up. NO LAST MINUTE REVISION!!never....never.....haha...

Today have my HR lecture. No regret going for that lecture because she's really funny and try to make us write and write and write really much.
She say that coming to lecture not to sit down and watch movie at cinema its
study so whatever she thought us must write down on the notes or
when she'd giving short notes,we must write a lot.Guess what?This is one of the rules and regulation.haha....sadly is when she asked something,nobody will respond,
she will start to repeat the question over and over again till
we answer her.hahaha...that's was so funny.
Not bad lecturer.Really enjoy her teaching but somehow kinda confuse.
Need do work it on,seven weeks is really fast only.GAMBATEH!

Today is my first day of college for my third semester.
wow....two lectures is the morning and one tutorial class in the afternoon.
It was so tiring but i'm happy that i may see back all my friends.
Today's first lecture start of with the subject called Organizational Behavior.
It is kinda unique subject where we learn about humans' behavior
regarding the organization they working on.
I'm a bit restless during the class because its kinda bored,suddenly have to get back into
studies.While the lecture was teaching ,i'm a bit sleepy and everything
but i try my best to concentrate on the teaching.Overall it turn out very good.

This semester i only have three subjects where everything have to memorize and no calculation.
Usually i'm good on calculation and very bad on memorizing stuff,factor...bla bla....
I hope this semester i may do well.
Anyway.....
after having my Organizational Behavior lecture and i have Introduction Human Resource Management lecture.I have expected that this subject would be very bored and i will fall asleep in the lecture hall but unfortunately,it turn out that my lecturer is very
funny and make a lot of stupid jokes. Lucky is not that bored too.
All this while,i've been attending lectures where the lecturer did not set any rules and regulation
but interestingly this HR lecturer set alots of rules such as, no talking in the lecture hall,
erm...i know is very common but her ears are really sharp even one person talking she also know.
Besides that,she also set one of the rules which is no handphones in the lecture hall.
What a stupid rules.If have also switch it to silent mood lo but she call us to
turn off. but nobody cares about it.haha...i'm telling you,she can
"dera" the handphones if we really play with it or listen to it while having the class on.
She told us that she can step the handphone and put into the rubbish bin. Do you believe it? I haven't seen her do it before but i guess she was trying to scare us only.
Overall,this lecturer is friendly and i like her too.So,its not bad this semester lecturer.

Lectures starts automatically tutorials also start. Assignment....ASSIGNMENT!!!
WEEK 3 have to pass up already. ARGH...now what??? preparing on presentation too.
haiz..........=/.....
melissa ,WAKE UP!!! start your engine and start doing work already.

Another day...

It's another day where sitting at home facing the laptop and watch series. Is this melissa's life???I also don't know.If i have no plan or no classes on,i will watch series the day at night.Sometimes i really think when i become so desperate girl to watch series at home...is that really i want to do??I also don't know why suddenly i will write this blog.Suddenly only...

For the past one month,what did i've done?February is like a dream past thru' on my mind. Time passes really fast.What did i do on the pass February??besides going outstation,went out with friends,shopping...etc...wow...is like wasting more time than doing the good work.Today already 1st March,college is going to start,my schedule will remain the same everyday.So fast 3rd Semester,i must study hard.double portion of hardworking on my studies!yes....GAMBATEH!!!

Monday i can meet up with my colleges friends already.So long never meet them,miss them very much. Yesterday chat with one of my friend,guess what???she started her relationship with a guy where i cant imagine that she will accept him.haha...so much problem she had gone through in the end they got up together.is that really a FATE for them?so call "jodoh"...anyway,i also hope that they will be happy and never regret making the decisions.yeah...relationship is really complicated if we never handle with care.not only in a relationship with boyfriends or girlfriends,being with your friends even close friends also will have problems.What we can go is just,be patient and must be mature to handle it.Things will go right when we have the wise brain to think. I believe that, no matter what relationship,must have trust from the both parties.This will make the relationship smoother and tolerance is very important.Less problem and less argument.yeap...that's rite!

"NICE TO SHARE,NICE TO CARE,
ONCE MISUNDERSTANDING,
CONSIDER SOLD!