Feels Tireed~~

Today, i think is my most rushing day ever, busy preparing Agreement for the bank. It is not easy working/helping for bank preparing stuff. Really particulars, slightly wrong spelling, grammatically wrong also can't. My eyes on the computer for 4-5hours non-stop. Now my eyes so freaky tired~

At the same time, preparing the decorations for VBS. Cutting, pasting, and cutting again. But thank God, i have friends helping, but feels sorry at the same time cause i'm suppose in charge. This week, i've been praying that God will give me strenght to do all this things. I believe that God is always there. =)

Today, also, i think is my longest devotion ever, I really can feel God's presence, teaching me, guiding me. I've learned that, i need to be wait unto the Lord. Not rushing things, even my future. My purpose and expections of course i have, but God is telling me, sometimes i have to stay behing to get ahead. "

"Waiting on God is always better than trying to fix things on you own"

I use to have alot things in mind, i want to do this, i want to do that, but i never think of izit good for me? Izit my future? Izit God's plan for me? But now i know that, i have to seek God in every situation, not making my own decisions, and regret in the end. I may making wrong decisions before, having wrong relationships or other things it might be but now, i'm learning from my mistakes. Yes!!! And today God reminded me again. In Romans 8:28- "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose". I believe that, when the right time come, HE will surely give it to me, that i may succeed. His plan will never harm me but prosper me. =).. Isaiah 40: 31- "but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. THey will soar on wings like easgles; they will run and not grow weary , they will walk and not be faint". Well it stated clearly to me.

So... Obeying the word of God. Some might think that, I'm just being "HOLY". I know that God, there's a plan for me this year, the purpose in live. I really want to make my life as meaningful each day. NOt wasting time, but working well, doing God's work, Serving the Community. Sometimes, i do grumble, but i know is for my own good. =)

By the way, i've straighten my hair, today is the second day already. I really can't stand and i need to wash my hair. I wanna thank Khylin as she accompany me while i'm in saloon.

Everytime i open my blog and i start reading my own blog and seeing things has change alot. Happy moment, sad moment, it's my life, that i have to go through all this situation. Nevertheless, i'm really glad that, I've been doing well after all. God really take good care of me, surrounding with many good friends.

Recently, i've been doing well, been hanging out with my childhood buddy, we've been friends for many many age years, yet we are still close. Mamak session together, sweet sweet talk together, bringing her to church even to life group meetings, and many other things that we've done! I know God has given me this wonderful friends that we can trust with. Now,i would like to say, Khylin, thanks for being such a good babe of mine. You're AWESOME! God is AWESOME too! =D..

Besides that, work been busy busy busy busy~~~ don't know how to say but just busy. All i can say..=/.... And also this coming weekend, my church having Vacation Bible School for the kids, and i'm in charge teaching a performance and doing decoration. Well, busy work at the same time busy for God too.. I'm happy that, i able to serve the Mighty God that always ROCKSSSS. I just pray for strength that this week will be super busy for me.

Sometimes, i would think, i need a really long holiday and relax myself..Yes! It will happen! Also planning going Singapore with my babe, that would be great, first time going oversea with my buddy. We'll have fun! =)

Finally....finally... I've straigthen my hair. Yeah, happy with it and feels great! GREAT!

Happy 2011!!!!! ~~~

It's new year, New beginning, new vision, mission and everthing new. Year 2010, it has been a great year ahead but this year i know it's gonna be greater ahead. I know that, God has provided everything and i'm ready for everthing. =D

Well, beginning of this year started with a great 2011 because i went for a trip with both of my lovely friends, Sarah & Nessa to Taiwan. We had a great experience, seeing their culture, lifestyle, FOODS, environment, etc. It was a nice/great opportunities and have fun and at the same time our relationship getting better. Started pretty awesome year ahead.

Basically,we were there mostly eat eat eat eat and yes....EAT!!

HAHAHA~~~~

Beside that, it was 9 degree, freaky cold... winter time. Overall it was FUN, AWESOME trip! Luckily we had the most friendly, talkative tour guide ever. From morning till night talk talk talk non-stop. ...He introduce to us lotsa nice food, and bring us to beautiful places.. but the most important thing was God protected us troughtout the journey! yay~~ =D

(me and the mountain)

(3 of us in the bullet train)

(how could miss, our lovely STARBUCKS!) =d

(beautiful flowers)

(and yes, we've met a new friend throughout the journey, Her name is Stephanie Jane. Glad that get to know her in the trip. She's stays in Sarawak, Nice to meet her as well) Awesome~~~~ =D

Taiwan was just wonderful country that we wont regret going.

hhmmmm.... When is the next trip??? haha...still thinking...

Now, almost end of January, been a pretty cool month, lotsa yam cha session, dinner sessions, etc...

Recently, just had a farewell dinner for my lovely friend, Natalie, as she going to Singapore to work. So, we had a dinner for her.. Yes!!! our favourite Korean BBQ~~~~

YUMMY~~~~~

(drink in HIDE after korean bbq)

(Natalie, Tracy & Melissa)

(Melissa, Natalie & Joey)

Pretty awesome gathering we had for her... Overall its nice..

This year i really hope that, i may get more closer to my lovely friends, enjoy every moment with them. Treasure every time that we meet.

Nevertheless, i may Evangelise to them, sharing the good new, letting them know how great is God is. God's love for us. Growing Deep, Reaching Out!

This is one of the main priority. It would be a great year!

Chinese New Year, it's around the corner. This is the time were we can meet up with our relatives back and together celebrate the new year festive session.

I would like to take this opportunity to wish you,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! =D

It's been awhile not been blogging. Today somehow, at 12:31am, 21st November 2010, in my room, watching youtubes and browsing through facebook, and saw a birthday list on facebook, looks like lotsa of my friend having birthdays today. YES,......TODAY!

And i saw one of it was Kent Yap. I feel so tempting click on his facebook and look. And guess what? yeah...i did it. Is it wrong? Thinking too much? Being stupid again? or what?

NOw i realize that, i'm actually not 100% recovered from that thing. I still miss him, love him.

I know i'm just being crazy, i know i shouldn't think of it but somehow, some moment, my brain will automatically reflash back the moment.

Happy, sad, funny, crazy, lovely moments that we had last time.

This question came to my mind some, if the incident never happen to him and me, wHAT are we now? Still enjoying every moment, happy all the way, or we might further our relationship.

I know all this are rubbish now. Thinking too much!

I truly believe that God is with me always... ALWAYS! YES!

I know this only will happen this moment because reminds me of his birthday and other things.

God will always give me guidance and protection. The love and cares for me.

Thank you God for everything, i know this is just one moment thingy, you'll always by side, comforting me all the way. Jesus I love you~~

Somehow, today i feel expression my feeling and i choice here and type out what i feel. And yes, i felt much more better even i'm not telling anyone about it. At least here i may express out and also God who always here.

Thank YOu!