Girls Night!

Tonight had an awesome night out with these lovely girls where i don't get to meet every time. It's been awhile we last chatted. Spending time together to hang out, etc. 

We talked a lot. Updating each other. About work, personal issues, relationships, etc... I guess we've grown a lot where we starting to talk about marriage, some still single( like me ), still finding the mr.right. Well I guess my this year resolution i never write down and still not praying for a relationship. Seriously never thought of that too. Uhhhmmm... 

                                                    

                                                              Pretty girls

Anywayzzz... I think one of our similar determination is to get healthy lifestyle. So which means, EXERCISE! Yes! Once a week. Not gonna pull off. Haha... It's been awhile that I've not been exercising, sweating. Oh gosh....my body need to sweat kau kau.. Haha...

                           Ended my day, spending time with them and as well as coffee. =)

                                  

                                                      

                                                               Nightzzz!

Late Night!

3:43am and I'm still not sleeping. What's wrong with me? Not tired, mel? 

I guess I have too much to think. Work? Planning? 

Sometimes I do have some random thoughts that make me couldn't sleep. Izit happening now? Hmmm...

Today, had a PGA meeting, each life planner given a every month close cases preparations, system where guide us how to be more efficient and systematically. I think is good for me, where there's a system for me to hook on so that my target can be achieve. 

Lately, I've been having a lot of thoughts. Sudden thoughts of going to Kuching to work? Perhaps, more potential clients there. Hmmm... God, please show me the lead. I need you to show me. 

I, thought too wanna get a synthesizer for me to improve my scales. Hmmmm... Indeed, it has been always my dream to perform besides church setting. I guess, I'm not there yet that's why no opportunity yet. =/

Oh well, hopefully, my mr.right will come soon too, for me to rely on sometimes.. Godddddd~~~

                                                  

Scenery always letting me to calm myself, doesn't need to stress, just relax. Chill....

 

Planning

Spending my time today, worshiping, reading the word, & pray. 

If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. (1 Corinthians 13:2 NIV)

This verse reminds me, with all the planning, all the goals and target that I want to achieve without God's love, I am nothing. I am nobody without Him. 

Be it serving or working, if doesn't involve God, everything is like I am just doing my job for the sake of doing it. Making a stand, I don't want to feel resentful anymore but be joyful even though serve less also doesn't matter, as long in I'm happy. In the end of the day, I know I'm countable to God not men.

                                                         

                                                

So ya, spending a few hours, pray and plan for the thing for 2014. Pray that everything will goes will. I believe with God guidance, everything will succeed. =)

NEW YEAR

Woke up this morning, browsing through my tweets and some particulars, and saw the my blog address and realize that I've not been blogging since my last Hong Kong trip. Browsing through my blogs, seems lotsa of happening things had happen.

Hmmm... Where should I begin with.. Pass one year I guess it has been a great challenge for me as I've made a decision change job and be a salesperson. Like huh???? Really? Seriously? Oh well, it has been 6 months now I with AIA, it has been good. Most terrified thing was, I'm given a target to meet every month in order for me to get my "high" salary, certain months oh well, I do submit cases last minute. Consider my second full time job has been a challenging. From admin clerk to a salesperson with no experience. From my comfort zone to a boiling soup that setting me to do more things, meeting a lot of people. Of course sometimes I do not have appointment, to a salesperson, no appointment no sales. Sometimes I do ask myself, am I suitable for this job, it looks tough and after changing job, I have even more time cuz I get to set my own timetable, no more 9-5 staying in the office anymore. People always tell me, "melissa, very free de..she so flexible now, call her do more things" =.="' swt! Oh come on, AIA hire not for fun, I need to work for it, okay people. Looks free, when I'm busy, you don't even know.

Anyway, as far as for now, I just wanna thank God for not given up on me, always reminding me to persevere on, always believe things will be better. Besides that, new job new colleagues. One of the reason changing job is, been 3 years in the office alone and yes finally I have colleagues. Haha... Met a wonderful colleagues who always been so supportive, no drama, no politics, THANK GOD!

Towards the end of 2013, I'm giving the opportunity to serve in the YAM Band in Huge camp. It's been a great experience, meeting new talented people from different churches. I've been bless! Serving as a team, bringing God's glory and to lead all young people to worship HIM! Great exposure! As year pass, I'm thankful that I'm still in love serving in the worship team. I'm telling, I SERIOUSLY need to brush up my piano. Using the talents God has given me to bless others. Looking forward to it! Maybe I shall get a new keyboard? Hmmm...

In 2013, I think I've been again mature, old perhap? Hehehe.. Don't really like given LAST  minute task and expect 100% good outcome. Got so frustrated, complain most of the time. Haizzzz... Mel, 2014, start saying NO!

Friends 朋友 Kawan

By the way, I've been trying out how to use Window Live Movie Makers, it takes me 3hours to complete everything. So difficult! Luckily i'm not doing broadcasting or mass communication. Really not my type or line. NOw i know those, professional produce a good quality video, with sleepless night, it worth it i guess. This is my first time doing it, not that good, but i'm happy with it as i look through the picture, the moment we've been together, it melts my heart out. Thank you God for friends. Enjoy!!

Feels Tireed~~

Today, i think is my most rushing day ever, busy preparing Agreement for the bank. It is not easy working/helping for bank preparing stuff. Really particulars, slightly wrong spelling, grammatically wrong also can't. My eyes on the computer for 4-5hours non-stop. Now my eyes so freaky tired~

At the same time, preparing the decorations for VBS. Cutting, pasting, and cutting again. But thank God, i have friends helping, but feels sorry at the same time cause i'm suppose in charge. This week, i've been praying that God will give me strenght to do all this things. I believe that God is always there. =)

Today, also, i think is my longest devotion ever, I really can feel God's presence, teaching me, guiding me. I've learned that, i need to be wait unto the Lord. Not rushing things, even my future. My purpose and expections of course i have, but God is telling me, sometimes i have to stay behing to get ahead. "

"Waiting on God is always better than trying to fix things on you own"

I use to have alot things in mind, i want to do this, i want to do that, but i never think of izit good for me? Izit my future? Izit God's plan for me? But now i know that, i have to seek God in every situation, not making my own decisions, and regret in the end. I may making wrong decisions before, having wrong relationships or other things it might be but now, i'm learning from my mistakes. Yes!!! And today God reminded me again. In Romans 8:28- "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose". I believe that, when the right time come, HE will surely give it to me, that i may succeed. His plan will never harm me but prosper me. =).. Isaiah 40: 31- "but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. THey will soar on wings like easgles; they will run and not grow weary , they will walk and not be faint". Well it stated clearly to me.

So... Obeying the word of God. Some might think that, I'm just being "HOLY". I know that God, there's a plan for me this year, the purpose in live. I really want to make my life as meaningful each day. NOt wasting time, but working well, doing God's work, Serving the Community. Sometimes, i do grumble, but i know is for my own good. =)

By the way, i've straighten my hair, today is the second day already. I really can't stand and i need to wash my hair. I wanna thank Khylin as she accompany me while i'm in saloon.

Everytime i open my blog and i start reading my own blog and seeing things has change alot. Happy moment, sad moment, it's my life, that i have to go through all this situation. Nevertheless, i'm really glad that, I've been doing well after all. God really take good care of me, surrounding with many good friends.

Recently, i've been doing well, been hanging out with my childhood buddy, we've been friends for many many age years, yet we are still close. Mamak session together, sweet sweet talk together, bringing her to church even to life group meetings, and many other things that we've done! I know God has given me this wonderful friends that we can trust with. Now,i would like to say, Khylin, thanks for being such a good babe of mine. You're AWESOME! God is AWESOME too! =D..

Besides that, work been busy busy busy busy~~~ don't know how to say but just busy. All i can say..=/.... And also this coming weekend, my church having Vacation Bible School for the kids, and i'm in charge teaching a performance and doing decoration. Well, busy work at the same time busy for God too.. I'm happy that, i able to serve the Mighty God that always ROCKSSSS. I just pray for strength that this week will be super busy for me.

Sometimes, i would think, i need a really long holiday and relax myself..Yes! It will happen! Also planning going Singapore with my babe, that would be great, first time going oversea with my buddy. We'll have fun! =)

Finally....finally... I've straigthen my hair. Yeah, happy with it and feels great! GREAT!

Happy 2011!!!!! ~~~

It's new year, New beginning, new vision, mission and everthing new. Year 2010, it has been a great year ahead but this year i know it's gonna be greater ahead. I know that, God has provided everything and i'm ready for everthing. =D

Well, beginning of this year started with a great 2011 because i went for a trip with both of my lovely friends, Sarah & Nessa to Taiwan. We had a great experience, seeing their culture, lifestyle, FOODS, environment, etc. It was a nice/great opportunities and have fun and at the same time our relationship getting better. Started pretty awesome year ahead.

Basically,we were there mostly eat eat eat eat and yes....EAT!!

HAHAHA~~~~

Beside that, it was 9 degree, freaky cold... winter time. Overall it was FUN, AWESOME trip! Luckily we had the most friendly, talkative tour guide ever. From morning till night talk talk talk non-stop. ...He introduce to us lotsa nice food, and bring us to beautiful places.. but the most important thing was God protected us troughtout the journey! yay~~ =D

(me and the mountain)

(3 of us in the bullet train)

(how could miss, our lovely STARBUCKS!) =d

(beautiful flowers)

(and yes, we've met a new friend throughout the journey, Her name is Stephanie Jane. Glad that get to know her in the trip. She's stays in Sarawak, Nice to meet her as well) Awesome~~~~ =D

Taiwan was just wonderful country that we wont regret going.

hhmmmm.... When is the next trip??? haha...still thinking...

Now, almost end of January, been a pretty cool month, lotsa yam cha session, dinner sessions, etc...

Recently, just had a farewell dinner for my lovely friend, Natalie, as she going to Singapore to work. So, we had a dinner for her.. Yes!!! our favourite Korean BBQ~~~~

YUMMY~~~~~

(drink in HIDE after korean bbq)

(Natalie, Tracy & Melissa)

(Melissa, Natalie & Joey)

Pretty awesome gathering we had for her... Overall its nice..

This year i really hope that, i may get more closer to my lovely friends, enjoy every moment with them. Treasure every time that we meet.

Nevertheless, i may Evangelise to them, sharing the good new, letting them know how great is God is. God's love for us. Growing Deep, Reaching Out!

This is one of the main priority. It would be a great year!

Chinese New Year, it's around the corner. This is the time were we can meet up with our relatives back and together celebrate the new year festive session.

I would like to take this opportunity to wish you,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! =D

It's been awhile not been blogging. Today somehow, at 12:31am, 21st November 2010, in my room, watching youtubes and browsing through facebook, and saw a birthday list on facebook, looks like lotsa of my friend having birthdays today. YES,......TODAY!

And i saw one of it was Kent Yap. I feel so tempting click on his facebook and look. And guess what? yeah...i did it. Is it wrong? Thinking too much? Being stupid again? or what?

NOw i realize that, i'm actually not 100% recovered from that thing. I still miss him, love him.

I know i'm just being crazy, i know i shouldn't think of it but somehow, some moment, my brain will automatically reflash back the moment.

Happy, sad, funny, crazy, lovely moments that we had last time.

This question came to my mind some, if the incident never happen to him and me, wHAT are we now? Still enjoying every moment, happy all the way, or we might further our relationship.

I know all this are rubbish now. Thinking too much!

I truly believe that God is with me always... ALWAYS! YES!

I know this only will happen this moment because reminds me of his birthday and other things.

God will always give me guidance and protection. The love and cares for me.

Thank you God for everything, i know this is just one moment thingy, you'll always by side, comforting me all the way. Jesus I love you~~

Somehow, today i feel expression my feeling and i choice here and type out what i feel. And yes, i felt much more better even i'm not telling anyone about it. At least here i may express out and also God who always here.

Thank YOu!

It's a busy September for me. Had lots of outing here and there. It has been great as each time/day has past. God really teach me and reminded me do the right thing. HOw great things, how great love,care that He has provided. New things coming up, New desire, New Expectation, New Directions, New..... yeah... everything gonna be new. I know i have to look forward for great things gonna happen. New thing coming up for me to do.

Sometimes it just too hard for us to refresh new things, but i know by God's grace, we can do it! =)....

MoonCake Festival just past. I didnt get to play lantern, but had great family dinner. Simply yet happy. This is the time were we able to spend time with our love once. Meeting all our cousins, aunty, uncles, relatives, That was just amazing. Well, i use to think that, family reunion is just bored or lazy to entertain those people that we meet once in a blue moon or etc. But now i started to treasure every moment with them exspecially with my grandma and grandfather.

Anyway.... NOt much pictures taken during this reunion dinner.

(me eating the yam)

(me eating the charcoal mooncake. u can just look at my face,i can imagine how nice is the mooncake is la..)

(the random of me in the office on the festival day)

(not forgetting this doggie Chloe, she's just so pretty dog. Naughty yet Lovely)

Besides this, each day even tough i had a tiring day, sad day, moody day, etc... Once i'm back from work, got to see my baby Aden, the laughty, the manja-ness of him, the baby talking of him(although i don't understand), etc. All my expression, my worries just change. Feel so happy, the joy and laughter being with him. He's just too adorable, cute, AMAZING! aWESOME! yeah...i just too love adorable babies.

(the beauty of him)

(don't play play, he loves taking pictures)

(lovely~~~~)

(ahhhhhh.....)

(all kind of facial expression but still cute)

Nevertheless, beginning of this month, our youthaflame went to a Tour(concert) in Sunway COnvention Centre about ChangeYourWorld. This is all about how we can do anything to our community. By doing some work like cleaning their housing area, giving free breads, and etc. This is to let us have connection with our neighbours, and also tell them that we are there for them and not lacking of hope. Anyway, we enjoyed the concert. Good band!

Oh well....Thank God for everything that he had already plan. God is Good! All the time~~ Throughout this month, i've been always got reminded to Love one ANother. God is Love~~~

True Love is a Sacrifice

Love is thinking about other before thinking about yourself

Love is selfless, not selfish.

Love is God, GoD IS lOVE

loVE is when you lay down your life for another.

yES....lOVE... LOVE NEVER FAILS~~~

Time flies and its end of August already... It has been great month. Has been working good.... Evengelism event went successful... Finished "Evengelism today course"... Talking about "There is Hope". I'm so glad that, it went successful, prayers were answer. All Glory to God! phew.....at last i can make it for my testimony. Turn out good, cant even believe it. I thought i'm gonna be nervous but i know that time God is with me. As His word said, BE STRONG AND COURAGEOUS! God has been good to me.

Besides that, feel so touch after going to Jaeson Ma's concert. Deep in my heart, i know that, we have to start to stand up and reach out to the people who are in need. It is a great opportunity to see how God's testimony to Love, to be more passionate. I realize that, i need to be more loving, to be more passionate. Nowadays, youngsters got influence by media, entertainment, music, etc. HOw they react, how they feel, how they behave,etc...All the actions they do, to look cool, is all influence by society. So,how do we need to make a change in their life? hmmm..... Actually, i got no idea...well all i can do or we can do is telling them there's hope, there's future if we believe in Him. Cause with God all things are possible. I feel so bless after going to the concert. I know that, we can make difference in our Youth. =)

(Only Love)

yeapy..... besides going wonderful concert, i also had fun spending time with my church friends, ex-schoolmates. Oh ya, love going mamak to0..

Spicy~~~~~~~

It become one of my favourite place to hang out, fellowship with friends. hahaha...good time!

Not too long ago, just few days back, went to friends 21st Birthday and yes...had lotsa fun, good fellowship again and also able to meet old friends were there. Some came back from oversea. Treasure those moment! and guess what....feel old already. haha...
I'm so happy that, all seems to be more joyful. Each day, i spend my time to the max with happiness.

Some beautiful pictures with friends.....

(Natalie's 21st Burdday!!!) (Jamie, just came back from Aussie)

(lovely friends)- love u guys lotsa~~~

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(random picture taken during bible study...Nessa and Me....)

HaPPy AlWaYs!!!

It is so random to write things. But this is the place where i can express my anger,my worries, my disappointment, my.....etc. Well, its not about me, but i know i'm gonna face the problem someday or sometime.

My friend, had a disppointment over to her collegue due to work, due to "to faces" principal. Working in the same company, doing the same job to leads company into profits. why wanna have to faces???!!!

Gosh................

Even tough,i don't experience it, but i know how my friends feel it.

Why friends cant be with a sincere heart?

Sometimes i do feel it that way when people,dont talk to you. People only care about themselves, their clicks. They think that, others are just useless to them.

I met too many this kind of people...

where???

where????

In church!!!!

Well, i don't really care about them anymore, as long as i do my part. My heart always there's God other things are not important anymore.

I told the same way to my friend.

So.....we have to keep move on and never look back.

August has come and i really thank God that He's always there for me. sOME of my lovely pictures that i taken with my baby Aden. He's really a cute baby. Well, he's not my baby, but still he's adorable and cute. Seeing him each day growing, and now staring to crawl. It's so amazing! Lovely! =)

(Cupcakes that Welcoming Angela BACK from UK)

(Baby Aden&Melissa)





On the 25th July 2010, my church organize to visit a home in Selayang. We had lots of fun by singing songs, playing games, and also fellowship with them. It is a great opportunity for me to be there. I really can see how they live in homes with no love, care, etc...Some family were left them there and some since young were there. Besides, most of them were all on wheelchair. All they need is love. Love that we use to had. We are so blessed with so many things and now, it's time for us to bless them back and reaching out to them. Letting them know that, There is HOPE!!

Above all this lovely pictures, and plans.... Now, i'm looking forward for my church first Evengelistic Meeting that falls on the 21st&22nd August 2010. Our very first event of the year. Our theme is "There is HOPE". Yes.....there is hope! It's a great chance for us to bring our friends and let them know that, we still have hope in Christ. Another, thing is....I'm the chosen one to share a testimony on one of the day. That's really challenge me. I really commit and hand everything to God. aLL i need is the boldness...CouRage! and MoSt impoirtant is God's presence. Without HIM we can't do anything.

"I can do all things thru' Christ that strengthens me"

Blessing to the Community

Last Saturday we went to gave bread to the community. This time we went and bless a popo with daily usage stuff... Popo is staying alone and nobody taking care of her. With the grace of God, he sent us to her and bless her. =)....

Really a great experience that we can communicate with them. Thank you Jesus!

This coming sunday we are going to Chesire Homes to visit the old folks. Really looking forward. This time i'm preparing games. Hopefully the enjoy it.

Here are the some of the pictures

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That's all.....................=)

It's JULY!!!!!

Times really come and go and it never wait for us...

I'm no longer working in the clinic, i've found a job in a legal firm. Totally different field for me. I really thank GOD that, He has kept me well protected.

It has been two years i'm working in clinic, i did not regret doing it. I do really enjoy working in clinic,serving patients,despencing medicine. Its really fun!! But with some reason and make me unhappy, disappointment, being betray and stuff like that, well i've decided to quit my job. Just suddenly decision kind of thing.

I also cant believe that i've made this last minute decision. Really not me, man!!

Maybe God wants me to change another environment that benefits for me.

So, not been working almost a month, well...

God really speaks man...Telling the truth i didnt pray for working in a legal firm, i wanted to work in clinic. I'm like "in love" working in the clinic but somehow, God sent me to work in law firm. At first i'm really not use to it, have to wear formal(which clinic no need).

Every morning when i wake up, gosh..........i have to think what cloths i need to wear, has to make-up abit and .......lots of things i need to prepare which, last time working in clinic i no need to do.

I'm like......=.=.........

Guess what???!!!!

I'm the ONE and ONLY stuff in the legal firm. All gone!!

I'm like asking God, why why why why why....plenty of "whys" question.

And also, NO INTERNET CONNECTION.................

i'M LIKE Totally separated from the people.

SOCIAL-LESS!!!!!!!!

Oh ya, my computer in the office also don't have speaker.

lagi....=.='''....

Can't connect to people, cant listen to songs and even do anything.

Thank GOd, i have my mobile phones...i can listen to songs and go online.

On the first day of work, i remember when i do my devotion.

In Psalms 16:3- "Commit to the Lord whatever you do, and your plans will succeed".

I really thank God, He gave me hope once again and to believe in Him. After that, I'm do all the that i could. Until now i been working almost a month, I'm really love this job. i've found joy and happiness, yeah, even with no collegues in the office. Each time, i do devotion, God really speaks to my bottom of my heart.

God, i love you!

I'm not like totally socialess, during lunch time, luckily my friend work nearby my office, every day, i can join her for lunch and meeting here collegues. Meeting new friends. Now, we are like really friends! I know God has His plan for me to be there.

Thank you God!

So...hhmmm....

This past few months, i've been enjoying my live and also

get to meet up my long long best friends...

Here are some of the pictures taken during my college's friend 21st burfday.

happy happy....

Beside's going for burfday pastays... I also had a trip to Genting Highland...

YES....

AGAIN.....

This time i went with my primary schools friends..=)...Really miss them alot,Joey and Natalie. We've really had a great chat and we're getting closer with once again. We've really grown up alot and has different up and downs...

But....

never affects our trips...we had lots of fun..hehe
yay.....

Girstalk all day long....=)

My lovely babes.....


Well... For now still relaxing and looking forward to have my Segamat Trip and after that baru find a full time job.
hhmmmm......
WHAT job???

NUrse???

Office Job???

I know God will lead thru' every steps and also never leave me alone.

(Jeremiah 29:11)

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Well now i'm in church. Cheaking mails and facebook and also listening to a live band sing by David Yeoh... Yes...he loves singing and very talented musician..

This whole week kinda busy week for me cuz my great grandma has pass away and

my grandma has to rush back to Kuala Terengganu. So,we have to take care of my grandpa.

Besides, my grandma(father's side)also just came from hospital. Well, can imagine how busy we are...work than rush to get meals for my grandpa and also my grandma(father's side)

Yes....kinda confuse cuz i have two grandma and one grandpa.

Lucky............................

I had great Genting Highland Trip with my close friends, Jolynne and Jasmine.

I'm so happy and it has been long long long long...thousand of long long time never get to chat.

We all grown up and everyone has relationship and many things to chat.

Really happy have them as my really good friend.

After a long 6months without boyfriend accompany but no worries i had great friends surrounded me. They are the one who always cheer me up and courage me alot, giving me love and caring too.

Thank God!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

It's not too late to wish. Today is the 13th day of CNY.

This year CNY, nothing special to me infect i felt super tiring because 2nd day of CNY, I've started working in the clinic. People do sick, i mean very sick during CNY. All also almost the same infection like fever,sore throat,cough and flu.

I really thank God with this kind of weather and also working facing with those patients,and i'm not sick. Really thank GOd for giving me the strenght.

Well,as usual on the first day of CNY,we'll visit out relatives and get ang pau's.. This is the time where we are going to have our "yearly income". Meeting with those people where one year only sees one time.

This year,same thing again, when we reach my grandma's hse,we took photo for out rememberance.

Since last year, my uncle call us take picture after my grandpa got stroke and he cant even talk now,only a few words he can speak. Maybe,my uncle thinks that, we should have more bonding with each other and treasure the time to spent together.

Here are some of the pictures....

(Siblings,cousin and i taking pictures with my grandma and grandpa)

This year,we have our lovely dog to spare our CNY together with us. They do really had let us laughter for the past few days.

(Chloe)



(Hazel-ham sap dog )

(Grandma and us)
Do my uncle and my mum looks the same??

(The Woo's Family)

After the picture session,as usual we chit chating.

I felt this year we are more caring and loving to each other. It might have some problem with some useless people but somehow i feel LOVE, TOUCHED!!

I really know that, how important a family is. The things that we really need to treasure
so that,in future i wont regret. I really do need spend more time with my family and especially with my grandparents.=)....

Besides that, YouthAflame as usual organise for visitation to different houses to bless others but the main priority is to..????

ANG PAO lo....

hehehehe......

(the young and energetic Youthaflame)

SOmetimes i may feel bored because didnt get to spend time with my friends.

But i Do enjoy that,being with my family also another great thing that ever had.

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!