Feels Tireed~~

Today, i think is my most rushing day ever, busy preparing Agreement for the bank. It is not easy working/helping for bank preparing stuff. Really particulars, slightly wrong spelling, grammatically wrong also can't. My eyes on the computer for 4-5hours non-stop. Now my eyes so freaky tired~

At the same time, preparing the decorations for VBS. Cutting, pasting, and cutting again. But thank God, i have friends helping, but feels sorry at the same time cause i'm suppose in charge. This week, i've been praying that God will give me strenght to do all this things. I believe that God is always there. =)

Today, also, i think is my longest devotion ever, I really can feel God's presence, teaching me, guiding me. I've learned that, i need to be wait unto the Lord. Not rushing things, even my future. My purpose and expections of course i have, but God is telling me, sometimes i have to stay behing to get ahead. "

"Waiting on God is always better than trying to fix things on you own"

I use to have alot things in mind, i want to do this, i want to do that, but i never think of izit good for me? Izit my future? Izit God's plan for me? But now i know that, i have to seek God in every situation, not making my own decisions, and regret in the end. I may making wrong decisions before, having wrong relationships or other things it might be but now, i'm learning from my mistakes. Yes!!! And today God reminded me again. In Romans 8:28- "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose". I believe that, when the right time come, HE will surely give it to me, that i may succeed. His plan will never harm me but prosper me. =).. Isaiah 40: 31- "but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. THey will soar on wings like easgles; they will run and not grow weary , they will walk and not be faint". Well it stated clearly to me.

So... Obeying the word of God. Some might think that, I'm just being "HOLY". I know that God, there's a plan for me this year, the purpose in live. I really want to make my life as meaningful each day. NOt wasting time, but working well, doing God's work, Serving the Community. Sometimes, i do grumble, but i know is for my own good. =)

By the way, i've straighten my hair, today is the second day already. I really can't stand and i need to wash my hair. I wanna thank Khylin as she accompany me while i'm in saloon.