Thursday, April 17, 2008

"A Journey called life". Every moment we're met with circumstances but still need to continue with our life. Even tough,we cant make it 100% perfect but we able continue our life a happy as possible and never do things that is not from bottom of our hearts. Other people may not know what is going on but we have an ALMIGHTY GOD is there with us and always go through every steps with us. Every difficulty He'll always take care of it. Jesus,I Love You. Nothing is more important than God.

Anyway,today is my last day of school.Next Monday my finals examination. Everything is like a dream. Time passes really fast. Yesterday i had my Intro.of Human Resource Management lecture,we were talking about exams format and that. My lecture touch on during our writing essays,first impression is very important to the marker where QUANTITY=QUALITY. So,she say "sheet" but guess what?what we think about??haha...the student eventually think that the lecture is talking "shit". Then,my lecture try to pronounce it properly and she pronounce this word, "sheet","ship", "shezp" and "shit". We had English class instead of Human Resource. Its really funny. I can say that,i've been study for so long,this lecture i the most enjoy and excited. Even tough, sometimes she try to talk jokes but nobody laugh of reply her. She always say "well i know i syok sendiri again".hahaha...and..and another word, "be nice".About this is really long story about it.

Anyway,i really need to work hard in order to get good results. Yesterday i after my class i also went out with my church friend. We went and watch movie with Sarah and Nicole. My beloved friend is going to Kedah this Sunday to further her studies there. Awww...I'll be missing her. Nicole,i'll miss you a lot and remember those moment when we were together with Sarah. All the best in your studies.

Well,its time for me to leave already. Oppss..i mean i gonna stop my blog here today. No worries i wont leave Malaysia yet. I also hope i able go outstation. Anyway, see ya.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Everyone seems to be jumping on to get-happier bandwagon. Happiness is making headline,selling book,inspiring scientific studies and spawning laughter clubs and joyology worshops. The reason? As the burgeoning field of positive psychology has shown,happy people thrive. They're more creative and productive,earn more money,attract more friends,enjoy better marriages,stay healthier and even outlive their grumpier peers.

People say, "Happiness seems to be that drug". But others wonder.Is this just one more thing we feel pressured to achieve in our overscheduled ,overmeasured lives? How could there be one path to happiness for all people?And if we aren't feeling blissful,are we failures at happiness?Spe sceptics dismiss "happichondria" as the latest feel good fad. "The notion that behaviour modification can bring about true happiness is as bogus as can be"

For now,do i can happiness with me?I think happiness is part of our lifestyle where we met every single day. Happiness is very important to human beings. To survive,we must meet to the standards where we are happy on what we are doing now. To some of us,unhappiness is more than happiness.This is a normal issue to us. Sometimes, disbelieving,hopefulness, accuseness,etc. This may cause a people into unhappiness. This is what life is all about. But in some point we must make our life happy,i mean most of the time so that we may be more cheerful in live.

Whatever unhappy things happen,our life still must keep on moving. Like one of my friends blog the title is Keep Moving Forward. It is really true. I hope i may be happy in every steps that i walk. Sometimes you think the issue is over but one day,after four months it came back again. How are you going to react?It has been so long and the last chat is "forget the pass and we are still friends". But now,see what it turn out? I really wont trust the person who said that anymore. Really make my life unhappy and whatever is being said is like the water flush into the toilet boil. Gone...everything is gone.

Monday, April 7, 2008

Today i've been through humans' most hate thing in life which is being denied and betray
Even in a small group you may fall into this situation.I cant believe that it will happen right in front of my face. One year has already pass but didn't happen but now only happen. Is this part of our destination?where we must face all this problem. My presentation has already pass two weeks ago,they still can say our mistake(that our tutor think that we don't have mistake) and some more our group was the first group to present.my tutor didn't say much about my group but my tutor critic a lot on my friend's group and suddenly one of them pinpoint us that we did the same mistakes(actually we didn't).We've done all our part and my tutor never commented anything

Their mistakes and weakness that they have done,they just blame on us. I think every group have their own weaknesses,we cannot blame others,whatever that tutor have already commented you,than just take it as your complement,and not blaming others. Sometimes, really hard to read their hearts and mind. My group members didn't say a single word about them also and they just spread the news. Human really can change every second. Sometimes,i think which part of the world that they are coming from. So love to blame others. I'm not saying my group does the perfect job,we had weakness also but your group assignment's mistake cant blame other group,right.

I thought everything is over and settle. Mana tahu, one of my group member ask me(when i reach to the bus stop),whether i have done the elaboration for the section or not. Of course i said yes. She's like not believing me and she called me to bring the slide and let other group(where denied us) to see. That moment i'm so freaking angry and i told my group leader,she was so angry too. Really don't understand her,how dare she said like that. Not believing us and help others to blame us. Hey,come on,we were at the same group.

Anyway, today i'm so freaking damn angry and all my friends call me no need to worried and be tolerate with them. I really tolerate,until now a single word i also never say back or even scold them back. All this while my group leader and i has been kept quite and never say anything. This matter really makes us really frustrated and they really unreasonable.

Today my day is just pass with full of anger. Hopefully everything will ends.

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Just woke up from my sleep,now my brain it just empty. Anyway, finals are coming in two weeks time.I'll be very busy then.I hope i may cope up with it because some of the topic i can hardly understand with it. Keep on reading,reading,reading and reading again. This semester i went many times to the library. All my classes in the between there are many breaks like 2 or 3 hours. That's was the time eat my meals then go library and study the topic. Next week,still have another and the final mid-term test before finals comes. It's so scary man,all things passes really ,dramatically FAST! Now is the fifth week of the semester,just gone like that.OH MY GOSH!!!and still have another 2more weeks for my finals.What have i done in the pass 5weeks?(my mind start recapping back...)

Birthday is around the corner. What will happen next? I really have no idea.Don't know whether they remember my birthday or not?!(wondering...)Anyway, Now my brain just thinking about exams....studies......If they remember,of course happy and be thankful to them.Getting older and what circumstances will be going through again?